Saturday, April 16, 2011

"Through the good times and bad times, I wanted to be everything you wished for..."

Porno Graffiti - EXIT




this song is kinda addictive. half the reason why i stay watching Taisetsu na Koto wa Subete Kimi ga Oshiete Kureta (All You Ever Taught Me is Precious Things) is because i want to listen to this song at the end of each episode. before i went and searched for its MP3, that's it. lol.

but i still watch Taisetsu na Koto, tho. even actually crita ya bkn my type. even setting rah school (sbab watak utama nya, duak org cikgu, sorang student), pi crita nya more to adult stuff. marriage, pregnancy, workplace pressure, etc. but then, well - all the story taught me is precious things.

lol.

the main lead, Kashiwagi Shuji (played by Miura Haruma) reminds me a lot to someone i know. they both are good at blaming themselves, accepting their mistakes. but then, they are also good at running away, letting others to make the decisions to make things right again. that is so tidak adil, you see. bila kita tauk kita salah, then be responsible.

i was never really in a relationship, as in the usual context of 'in relationship'. that's a f-ing truth. but i suppose i am right when i say in a relationship, girls make most decisions. because boys are like that - they hate complicated things (that are not maths. lol. applies to most boys).

so when Shuji said "i'm so sorry. you can decide about us," to his fiancée, Natsumi and she went "what do YOU want to do? do I always have to decide? YOU are the one who messed up!" - i was like, "NATSUMI FTW! GO DIE, SHUJI!"

lol. that's a bit exaggerating but well. i am with Natsumi all the way. really. do we always have to decide?

wait. maybe this is for normal girls like me and doesn't apply to oh-we-are-so-not-like-most-girls type of girls. so there.

so, pendek kata - even tho Islam angkat darjat female like it was never done before, male is still made as the leader. maka, sepatutnya la male yang decide. even when female's decision is better. sbab male pun should learn how to make better decision jwak bh. they're the leaders after all.

of course la, i'm speaking from my own point of view. because these things happen in real life. to me, to people around me.

another thing. in the term of nasihat-ing - actually xmk mention tk, sbab there was a case on this yg xda kaitan pun dgn the one i am about to mean, so sila jangan salah faham - kdg2 we have to see the situation. just because org ya salu buat salah, x semestinya that particular person buat salah all f-ing time. i mean, come on. what the heck.

we have to learn to see a white sheet with a dot, not a dot in a white sheet.

it's a nasihat for myself, more than anything else.

anyway, i'm looking forward to finishing Taisetsu na Koto. i wish Shuji ends up with Natsumi, even after all that. weird, huh? lol.

in one episode, Natsumi said, "a relationship wouldn't go well if one party loved the other too much. i think, i love you way too much, Shuji," and Shuji answered with "you think i don't love you as much as you do?"

i seriously don't know why i'm putting that in but well. i like it, and there shouldn't be any reason for liking, should there? XD



another precious thing Kashiwagi (Shuji)-sensei and Uemura (Natsumi)-sensei taught me.


puzzle makes a good door gift for a wedding, doesn't it?
lol.

random Anne is random~ ^o^




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