people tend to mess up things. and if there's any messed-up, people tend to wish it is by someone else, not them. perhaps i am like that as well.
but then i like to do things my way. so that i would not regret it later and even if i do, i wouldn't be able to blame people.
so i did this one thing on my own thinking. i probably mess something up pretty badly in the process. i wonder if i actually regret it. maybe not, maybe just not yet. but either way, i couldn't blame anyone. i want to be the one doing it, instead the one that is done it to, anyway.
i mean, que sera sera, right?
case closed.
so, weekend tk xpat online. da program. outing. it's something new for me. hope it'll do me good la. mr doc will be happy if he knows, i suppose. i mean, yala, he's been trying to pull me into that side for years. so now, instead of taking the rope you've offered, i'm going to climb the hill by myself, okay, doc? just in case you're not there to offer the rope forever.
dgrnya dh balit cnun dh nya ya. mun mena, ng xda rezeki la tahun tk oh?
recently rasa nya aku sgt2 appreciate nikmat sihat. sbab rami among my friends yg x sihat. perhaps it's the pressure; too much force on an area. nk mdh aku actully sihat ya xpat la jwak. my level of immunity is quite weak. too dependent ngan drugs, that's why. lymphocytes ku suma jadi malas dh. tapi alhamdulillah la, nothing serious.
i wish my friends, especially my Q, would just get well. i want them to get their health back. i would give anything for that; even my nino.
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