"Aim for the centre, to the zero position - I'm the one most suited for the spotlight, right?"

AKB48 - Ougon Centre; Golden Centre

Let's pretend that my last post is not in 2011. XD

so aritok tek AKB48 ada election for cdak pun 32nd single. tok election nya ke-4 sanya. eh salah, ke-5. haha fail nya saya. haha. tapi nang fail la pun. boleh lupak trus ari tok election. mun azie x text tek ng x ingat la. actually ng ingat la election ya 8th June tpi x tauk ari tok 8th. haha. org cuti ng gya gne nk molah nk. hehe.

oh. sistem election tok actually perlu sbb AKB48 actually ada lebih dari 48 members. yep. x sure jwak phl 48 ya actually. haha. so sistem election tok untuk pilih Senbatsu which is top 16 members. team Senbatsu tok yang akan muncul dlm single cdak starting yang ke 32nd tok. and orang yang dpt no. 1 akan jadi Centre for the next singles jwak la. yang lain ya akan masok Under Girls (17-32), Next Girls (33-48) and Future Girls (49-64)

so tdk bila dah diremind oleh azie aku trus la berebut bkak laptop ya jwak laptop tok gago nk berolah jwak haha psya crik link live stream gk. bkk cun ngga Mayuyu abis brik speech. aku x sure la nya number bpa time ya. kamboh glak. haha. psya Yuko gk. aku ng ingat nya no. 1 la. dh kol azie dh time ya. haha.  then the bomb was dropped - Sasshi no. 1 and mekorg kamboh bisin smpe knk anok mak ngan dani. haha. they don't understand, seriously.

orait mok cita pasal member yang dapat masok Senbatsu for this 5th election.

16. Suda Akari

err. sapa tok. sik kenal. next.


15. Watanabe Miyuki

hm. mcm knal. pi x knal jwak. next.

14. Yamamoto Sayaka

err. siapakah ini.

11. Yokoyama Yui

hm. rasanya nya tok la Yuihan yg slalu dimention azie. hm. rasanya la.

12. Shimazaki Haruka

yay ahenya ada yang aku tauk. hehe. the nickname is Paruru and i strongly dislike her. haha. bkn x suka apa la. last year pun election nya no. 24. sik dalam Senbatsu pun. tapi since nya menang Janken (Rock-Paper-Scissor; ada cgek single cdak choose centre pake game tok), ng muka nya yang ada cgek expression ya jak jak la knk push rah depan. so, yea, aku x suka nya. azie quite suka nya la, sbb birthday cdak sama tek nk. haha. pa jak la. nasib la nya x masok top 10. hee. ah nya stat femes since blakon lam drama Shiritsu Bakaleya Koukou dgn a bunch of Johnny's smpe ada movie ndah.

11. Itano Tomomi

the nickname is Tomochin. nya one of the original members time first first AKB48 ditubuhkan dlok - we call them the First Gen. tapi nya dh nk graduate la. so 32nd single tk last single nya ngan AKB48. nya dh ada 2 ka 3 solo single jwak. quite successful la, which is a wonder for me yang x dig nya pun music - too much autotune. aku xda la suka nya glak tpi rasanya bakal rindu jwak la dgan nya pun fang yang kiut ya and original duck-face ya. hee.

10. Miyazawa Sae

hee. nya tok one of my favourite. sbb nya kiut. image nya sntiasa rambut pendek. agak bujat. haha. last year time team shuffle nya knk tikam ke SHN48, err, team rah Shanghai, China. x lmk lpas ya, nya pun partner Akimoto Sayaka pun announce graduation. huhu. tapi nice la nya dapat top 10. hee.

9. Kojima Haruna

the nickname is Harunyan, or sometimes NyanNyan. KojiHaru pun boleh jwak. nya, err, kck boleh tahan setanding ngan SNSD pi aku kck gk la ofc hoho. no, i mean, haha nya ng kck la. model-like pun kck. tinggi pa suma. ugh. asal ngga nya ng rasa down abis la. haha. nya pun character kdk dumb blonde ckit. mala pake main. haha.

8. Takahashi Minami

the nickname is TakaMina. aku pun Kami Oshi - favourite member. sbb nya la aku minat AKB48 on the first place. sbb dlok nya ngan Yuko ngan Acchan da masok cgek show tk dgn Ryo. aku dlok ng ingat member AKB48 tk ng suma kiut bait kdk angel pa suma la. err TakaMina tk, kdk mak nenek? haha. cyes lawak. haha. nya one of the First Gen jwak and since AKB48 debut nya ng sentiasa jadi spokesperson sbb er nya mak nenek tek nk. haha. nya pun position ng sentiasa no. 7 no. 8 jak la. plg tinggi no. 6 sa nya. haha. tpi recently nya dh dinait pangkat as General Manager of AKB48 and all the sister groups so actually nya actually dah jadi staff la slain dri member. which is no surprise pun sbab before tok nang nya yang lead AKB48. smpe spatutnya ada concert nama  "Kmkorg Akan Ekot TakaMina~" tapi knk cancel segal earthquake.

err. okay panjang nya - kantoi bias ngan oshi dikpun. err. anyway bagus la nya dapat no 8 sbb nya ng spatutnya dalam top 8 (or Kami 8, or the Eight Goddesses) pun. aku dh bingong actually sbb time preliminary nya dlm Under Girls huhu.


7. Matsui Rena

x kenal tapi nya famous jwak la so...

6. Matsui Jurina

err nya xda kaitan dgn Matsui Rena nk atas ya but yea, tok salah satu muka di push ke depan kdak Paruru jwak la. tapi aku okay gk ngan Jurina sbb last election nya ng dah ada dlm Senbatsu pun. no. 8 sa nya. x sure jwak. aku x suka nya dlok tpi since cdak push Paruru aku rasa okay gk la Jurina dri Paruru. hee aku sa aku bias sbb nya tok upa matured glak la kali. umo 15 upa kdk 20 pa kes. haha.

5. Shinoda Mariko

yay Mariko-sama. haha. nya stay no.5 dri last election. nya one of member yg paling tua, and nya la yang paling antap tua. haha. x la tua ne. just badannya naturally developed kdk org dewasa la - nk lain ya even umo dh 25 gk dpt pull off baju sekolah Mariko-sama ng xpat. ya nya ng sentiasa ambik watak cikgu dlm cdak pun PV. haha. anyway nya announce nya pun graduation tek time nya dpt no.5 ya. so. First Gen tinggal 3 org gk la. hm. why Mariko-sama why - pdh dlok nk stay ngan AKB smpe sakit tulang :(

4. Kashiwagi Yuki

the nickname is Yukirin. err dlok aku x bpa suka nya sbb nya nmpk fake. now, err, boleh la. tapi still nmpk fake. haha. maybe sbb nya try too hard la mbak image idol ya. so, yala, x suka. haha.

3. Watanabe Mayu

the nickname is Mayuyu; azie pun oshi. nya tok ng kiut la, otaku gk ya - nang minat gla2 ngan anime pa suma. nya mpun pun dah kdk living anime. haha. nya pande melukis, and ada jadi seiyuu (voice actor) jwak la. last election nya dpt no. 2 and nya ng pdh awal, next election nya mok dpt no. 1 tpi hehe. tdah la turun ndah. haha. tapi nya ng actually org yang cdak dh expect jadi Centre for the new generation la.

2. Oshima Yuko

amazing fact about Yuko, nya x penah dapat no. slain dari 1 or 2. haha. first election nya no. 2, second nya no. 1, psya nya no. 2 gk, then last year nya no. 1 lepas Acchan graduate. haha. nya duak Acchan ng rival la. haha. actually orang expect nya or Mayuyu la dapat Centre for this time tapi jeng jeng jeng... hahaha

1. Sashihara Rino

introducing Sasshi the troll. haha. nya rank no. 4 last year. shortly lpas ya nya pun jerk of ex-boyfriend molah crita trok trok hal nya smpe masok news. alu la Sasshi tok tek knk tikam ke sister group HKT48. ntah cmne la psya nya ng jadi femes. time preliminary nya ng no. 1 la and org suma terkejut tapi aku ingat, well, preliminary jak pun nk, maybe org len pun fans x smpat ng ngundi gk tpi yala, ng mena jwak nya jadi Centre tek. haha. yang bez nya x emo glak la. x se-emo Acchan la, at least. haha. so nya la the first Centre yang bkn Yuko or Acchan. err aku rasa ng alu x bertego la nya duak Mayuyu hehe.



oh Acchan ya ex-member yang dah graduate. nya la yang digelar Ace dlok. aku time nya ada dlm group ya dlok aku x bpa suka sbb nya knk overexpose mcm nk mati tapi bila nya graduate rindu ndah haha. nya best friend my favourite TakaMina and time aku nulis (type?) tok nya tgh bz upload gmbr nya ngan cdak member AKB48 huhu bez bis even dah klua pun gk still rapat TT~TT


hm. mcm rajin. crik gmbr la. hehe.

tok la Acchan

haha ya jak la. esok bez la ngga semua org ngereco segal Sasshi jadi Centre and Mariko-sama pun graduation. aku pun looking forward nk ngga video election tdk jwak. huhu. gne la boleh miss. ugh. tdo la. esok mok mkn sushi inshaALLAH. hehe.

"Next year, and the year after that too - I want to like you more than I do now. . ."

Flumpool - Kimi ni Todoke; reaching you

gah. lmk x update eh. haha. slain dri SPM. reason aku mls nk update is sbab malas nk tmbh post jadi 53. bez da no 52 bh. hehe.

nway. oleh sbab SPM pun dh abis, and henpon ku ya around kol 10 lak bruk berbunyi so ku update la blog tk dlok. hehe.

so. mlm tk. nk cita psl somethings that i can't get over with. bkn org la. bnda. eh. jap. da jwak la org. pi. well. mana2 la. haha. fyi, anne is someone yg sangat cepat borink ngan things/org. so apa2/sapa2 yg dpt soh aku stay suka ya ng saaaaaangat hebat la. haha. for e.g. la. mun aku ska cgek lagu tk, lagu ya ng stay in repeat. smpe la aku borink psya alu x ingat gk ngan lagu ya. haha. tapi ada certain things yg gne2 pun aku still ska jwak all along. kira mcm ever green la. haha.

to cut it short, here's the list. hoho.

1. Nishikido Ryo

haha. this one should come first. sbab gne2 pun aku ng sukaaaa nya. x kisah la drama nya borink nk mati ka or nya da scandal pa ka or org pdh perange nya jaik ka or nya smoking ka, upa nya dh cam org tua ka (kdk lam gmbr ya. haha.), aku still ska nya.

haha. aneh eh? haha. pi nya still da good qualities la. =)

2. Ada Apa Dengan Cinta

movie gk. haha. lmk jwak dh movie tk eh. 2002.

sometimes wonder jwak phl cita tk lekat ngan aku. nk mdh da kaitan ka pa ng xda.

ntah eh. cam bez. haha. gk pun laki cool kdak rangga ng my type la.

tho now aku tauk geram jwak ngan olaki x pnde klaka kdk ya. haha.

3. One Litre of Tears

cita tk, ngga episode ne pun, ng akan nangis. haha. maybe aku la yg congek li.

pi ng sdeh la. spa x nangis ng xda perasaan la. haha. gk pun cita tk kira nya big break for Ryo so

yala, ng special la. hehe.

4. Propose Daisakusen

cita berekot tk. haha. bkn cita hal athlete ka pa la.

just YamaPi ng byk berekot lam cita tk. haha. pi cita tk ng sweet la.

friendship ya. haha. cdak 4 sekawan stay dri high school smpe dh keja pa suma. ng bez.

harap dpt gya jwak la. hehe.

5. Kimi ni Todoke

love all of them - manga, anime, songs, live-action movie!

i think peyra was the one who introduced me to the anime. got hooked and followed along all 2 seasons. haha. bca nya pun manga shortly pas abis SPM rya. tho dh tauk jalan cita (sbab anime nya ng ekot closely the manga), pi still bez jwak. the manga is still on-going tho.

rasa nya ya jak la li. ari pun dh kol 10. henpon pun dh berbunyi. hehe. lak update gk~

p.s. to friends yang pegi PLKN, take care ye. ingat ktkorg gk mbak nama TUNAZ. =)

"Listen, boy; my first love story..."

Girls' Generation - Gee

it's the eve of Eid al-Adh, the takbir hasn't stopped and i want to tell my first love story.

haha. random.

so. time ya, darjah tiga. yeayea, tauk ku, gk kcik. haha. pi time ya ada la ska ngan sorang biak tk. haha. H bkn nama sebenar. haha. ada jwak krek ngan org-org lain time ya pi aku paling ska H tk la.

reason phl aku start notice nya aneh ckit la. haha. actually. sbab. tulisan rah bku latihan nya kck. haha. obviously bkn tulisan nya dkpn la. haha. and nama nya kck jwak. it's a nice name written in a nice writing. haha. and nya actually anak org kaya jwak. (kcik2 dh materialistik. hoho.) bpk engineer, mak architect. and nya pake songkok, so distinguished la jwak upa. haha. time ya x rami org pake songkok.

first2 ya ng mala klaie jak la. aku time ya class monitor yg sangat bossy and nya biak yg sangat malas nk bertugas. haha. pi ntah gne last2 jadi geng jwak. ngan cdak laki lain. cdak perasan dirik linkin park time ya. H tk joe hahn la tek. haha. start time ya la aku minat linkin park. still layan lagu cdak smpe knek tk.

zaman ya zaman motor dash (cmne ka ngeja bnda ya), zaman beyblade, zaman kad yu-gi-oh pa suma. suma yg si H tk main, aku mk ada jwak. haha. pa jak la. nya ada brik aku duak tiga igek kad yu-gi-oh, ng aku simpan nkah lam beg duit. even kad2 ya suma ng jaik pun. ng treasure abis aku. haha.

si H tk jwak org (biak) laki first i cried for. haha. aku bruk teringat cita tk actually. nya. haha. nya da tulis rah cgek bku tk; nya ska classmate mekorg sorang tk and best friend aku. hafizah ngan fazira. haha. ingat gk aku nama cdak. haha. wkt ya frust jwak la. haha. aigoo. pa jak la aku dlok.

masok darjah 4, dh rapat dh ngan nya. time ya duak2 layan anime rah AXN time maghrib ya. fave mek duak is cita RAVE MASTER. haha. bkn rokok ah. anime ya. haha. aku x tauk la nya pi aku still gila ngan cita ya smpe knek tk. anime nya stop half way pi aku da collection manga nya smpe abis. hoho.

aku gk ingat kotan suka glak ngan cita ya, masa kelas kafa ng jadi masa dating mek duak klaka hal cita ya tek. haha. trok trok. pi ng look forward la ngan kelas petang kafa ya dlok. haha. niat lain abis.

aku pindah time tengah2 darjah 4, tho. pi still pegi skolah ya for kelas kafa once a week. wktu ya kinda fell apart la mek duak. x tauk phl. pi time drjh 6, mek duak start texting. hoho.

rah SKBS time drjh 5 drjh 6 ya, aku salu mdh aku da grk, jual nama si H tk tek. saja jak. made things easier. actually xda mena glak pun. pi yala. bkn ada org tauk pun nk? haha.

so. klimaks. nya ajak aku jadi grk nya time dekat2 nk raya. ka time abis UPSR? mana2 la. ujong taun. mk tauk reaksi aku time ya? hee...

aku x eply text ya.

haha. staun aku x text nya pasya. ntah la. wktu ya rasanya aku dh borink li. dh lmk glak ska ngan nya. sepatutnya aku hepi la dgn confession ya. pi yg anehnya, aku xda rasa apa2 glak pun. haha. ada la freaked out ckit li. sbab ya alu x eply psya ignore trus ya. wasn't ready at that time, and i didn't see the need.

so anyway. a year later, mekorg text blit. but the spark was gone. ng xda trus tinggal. and ntah cmne boleh lost contact gk. last aku dgr cita nya PMR ari ya dpt straight B's. terer abis. respek aku ngan nya. gne ka leh dpt straight B's. haha. tk dgr cita dri adik angkat nya yg kouhai aku rah TUNAZ ya.

haha. yala cita nya tek. aku x ingat la nya skolah cne. SHOAW ka. or SMKA Matang. haha. mun jumpa sa nya gk kenal la. nya wajib la kenal aku - org mdh aku langsong x berubah. haha.

ada gmbr nya somewhere lam hard disk tk. mashi brik dlok. sama tusyen ngan nya time ya. malas nk carik tho. and mcm xpat upload gmbr jwak mlm tk.

aigoo. ng random la post tk. anyway. happy eid al-adh la. =)

"I was seven and you were nine; I looked at you like the stars that shined..."

Taylor Swift - Mary's Song (Oh My My My)

i've always loved this song. it's one of few songs i could never relate to myself but love anyway. haha.

blh x aku cita hal lagu tk? haha.

lagu si mary tk tek.

mary pdh. dlok, time nya gk 7 taun and olaki ya 9 taun, nya ngga olaki kdk bintang nk shining rah langit; kdk api yg kck. and bpk nya duak salu guro2, klak nya duak besa lak bergerek. mak cdak senyum jak, goleng2 mata (roll the eyes. gne nk translate? haha.) smbil pdh "oh my my my..."

mary soh mbak nya balit time rah pokok blakang umah dlok. olaki ya salu ugut nk pukol nya sbab olaki ya bsa gk pi x jwak olaki ya mlh gya. and time dunia nya duak just cgek blok perumahan ya jak. mary cabar olaki ya soh kiss nya, pi lari time olaki ya try. time nya duak gk kcik. oh my my my...

well. mary umo 16 taun time olaki ya x ngga nya as biak kcik gk. pi still jwak mary ngga olaki ya kdk bintang yg shining. and bpk2 nya duak yg salu guro2 hal nya duak tek, x jwak actually cayak yg nya duak ng alu actually bergerek. mak cdak senyum jak, goleng2 mata smbil pdh, "oh my my my...."

mary soh mbak nya balit time rah creek beds cdak pegi dlok. kol 2 pagi lam truck olaki ya, and mary sa mun da olaki ya jak dh ckup dh. and mary mk mbak nya balit ke masa first time klaie. ngempas pintu instead of kissing gudnait. olaki ya nggu rah luar smpe pagi. oh my my my.

lepas bapa2 taun tek. time nya duak tgh dudok2 rah tmpt fave rah bndr ya. olaki ya ngga nya, alu melutut.

mary soh mbak nya balit ke masa nya duak kawen. cgek bandar ya dtg and mak nya duak nangis. olaki ya mdh "i do" and mary pdh jwak. psya mary soh mbak nya balit ke umah tmpt nya duak temu first2 dlok. nya duak lepak ngan anak cdak rah halaman umah ya jwak. nya duak; after suma2 ya.

lak mun mary dh umo 87 taun and olaki ya 89 taun, nya still jwak akan ngga olaki ya kdk bintang yg shining rah langit. oh my my my...

oh my my. aku dh gila. haha. sori sori sori. *tandak suju*

damn. palak ku ng x btol la. pee aim ace la tk li. ya jwak da org x eply2 text. smpe jwak kpak lpas nyapu kelas tek. tch.

anne's gone crazy.

"I want you in my life..."

C.N. Blue - Love Revolution

aigoo. ujan gk. ptg tdk ujan jwak. psya berenti. tk ujan agk. haha. xpa. ujan rahmat nk? and mbak sejok jwak. pi yala, time sejok2 cmtk la manusia lam umah tk ska nk bkak aircond. haha. x phm na. way of thinking ng bkn inherited trait la kali.

aneh na apdet blog tgh2 exam week tk. haha. pi yala. x sbr nk nggu abis. mcm x bez jak trial tk. haha. suma subjek cam x konfiden. aii....bingong2. hmm. salah dkpn jwak. usaha < expectation.

so rasanya by the time result keluar klak maybe aku akan depressed so better apdet blog awal. haha.

hmm. pa nk cita oh. share gmbr jak la. haha. jap ah.

[nino2.0]

hee. tk keja mlm tdk. aok, yala tek. tauk x pnde chem, blaja la oh. gk ada cgek paper gk. haha. pi. hee. spent the night mlh bnda tk. dari kol lapan empat limak smpe sebelas something. DIY kit yg aku bli rah satok earlier the day. (nemu jejaka idaman malaya! haha. nickname credits to amin. ) i love DIY kits. even tho dengan jujurnya aku x la pnde ne jahit menjahit tk. pi better gk dri cooking la. haha.

[kedot]

disclaimer : ini bukan kucing saya.

pusak amin. one of 85537. haha. da feet fetish. haha. ska main rah kaki org. ptg tdk ngaco org main badminton. and tersangkut rah net. haha. apparently boleh tembus dinding? hoho. that's kedot yang bujat.

[siti]

this was me fifteen years ago. haha. i want that fairness back!

haha. ya jak la. lak mun ada kesempatan apdet gk. gudlak suma fomfaif! :D

"I was enchanted to meet you..."

Taylor Swift - Enchanted

lagu tk boleh dikatakan most played song lam handphone aku recently. haha. ntah la. bez. actually eh. aku mati-mati (well, x la smpe mati nk?) ingat tk OST cita Enchanted. nk Disney ya eh. bkn dhal. haha. nama sama pa. haha. pi lagu tk ng bez. haha.

and recently, aku enchanted jwak. ngan. . .

these lovelies. hee.

haha. arrived last Sat. aku expect nya dtg ari Jumaat ya. sangat looking forward eh, ari ya. time tgh molah Maths ya soh ku sa nk nangis ya, all I though about was, "xpa. xpa. abis tk, plg umah, CD dtg. plh jak cya." haha. ng penguat semangat la. ptg ya eh, sanggup x tdo petang nk nggu van oren-puteh ya. haha. pi x smpe2 jwak. nasib the next day smpe. hehe.

these are all three editions of Kis-My-Ft2's debut single, Everybody Go.

actually aku start ngumpol duit pake cdak pun debut single since 2009. duit2 yg dapat sempena PMR ya ckit jak aku belanja. duit oleh tutor pun aku simpan jwak. ng for time cdak tk debut klak. ahernya, dipake jwak duit ya taun tk tek. haha.

ya suma first press la. rasa nya aku antara those yg paling awal pre order li. haha. so, ada poster free ya. one for each. dh la besar abis. suma sama gk ya. x ku tauk pa nk plh ngan bnda ya. haha. will put up one later la. tunggu lok. x tauk cne nk nkah. sumpah besar. mun ayah ngga mesti bisin. haha. poster NEWS pun lom put up gk. aiya....

anyway. brief introduction. Kis-My-Ft2. Kisumai. 7 members. Kitayama Senga Miyata Yokoo Fujigaya Tamamori Nikaido. my favourite one is Tamamori. formed in 2005, debuted on August 10, 2011. the debut single is theme song for drama Ikemen Desu Ne, remake of Korea's You're Beautiful, in which Tamamori and Fujigaya star in.

and and. sapa2 yang ada nangga status with nombor besar2 rah FB ya...hehe. cdak tk pun sales figure, actually. updated daily. haha. jap ah. ngira lok. latest figure. hmm. dh 311 053 copied sold eh. haha. ng 3 ujong ya thanks to me la nk? XD

haha. mcm org free mena nulis pnjg2 about nothing tk. sak jak da 3 papers gk. 2 BAT, cgek PQS. haha. x sbr eh. penat da jak. 3 minggu exam. SPM ng equivalent to NEWT la oh. Nastily Exhausting Wizarding Test. haha.

well. okay lah. nk nyambong ngga the suite life of zack and cody lok. torrent yg tgh dload pi org x sba nk ngga, even video mala tersekat-sekat jak. haha. phl twins cute glak oh? haha. tdk aku mdh amin, jeles da ngan eqkha; nya da gene twins, da chance nk ada identical twins. time ya pnde mejin ndah aku da duak org firman versi mini. haha. mesti kiut. pi komfom bujat jwak la. haha. =p

"The truth is, I've realized that I've loved you this much..."

Still/As Ever - A.N. JELL

hey~

marek ari sukan last as a high school student. as much as aku x bersukan (at all), sdeh jwak la. even aku since form 1 dah nantik bila gk nk abis KK as in abis mena-mena abis. haha. but then, yesterday is the last of the last. saigo no saigo.

tapi sayang la. sbab BIRU pat no 3 jak. i mean, that's the worst in these 5 years i've been there. and, aku xda rah dewan pun marek, xda menyumbang sora for cheering like last 4 years - sbab nk neman dayang yg olatdah-pande-sakit-ndah-dekat-dekat-nk-trial.hopefully nk, mun aku sakit ka apa lak, nya sanggup la neman instead of ngga awang ambik hadiah. haha.

pa gk oh. trial dh dekat. gila dekat. next week jak ya. tch. and i'm still like this. sdehsdeh =(

xdala. haha. ntah la. rasa sangat blessed, this recent. sangat-sangat bersyukur to HIM. harapnya NYA xkan tarit balit la this blessing. harapnya this blessing would make me a better person jwak.

Ramadhan x lmk gk jwak. next monday dh. inshaALLAH. nk try khatam Al-Quran. sile doakan saye ye? haha.

talking like that reminds me of mizul. yang was there time aku ambik ujian lisan. yang aku, somehow, dapat 46/50. yang diambik dgn sangat nervous sbab preparation x brapa glak. yang disebabkan oleh bingong org lmbt turun padang (dataran) main kabbadi. yang ditambah gk duguen duguen bila dh turn aku mizul pnde masok balit lam bilit ya and klaka sebelah ustaz, right in front of me.

maybe that little F.B.I. of mine yg brik ckit skill bahasa Arab nya yang ntah apa2 tinggi ya to me nk? haha. nasib jwak time aku start ujian ya nya chow pegi klaka ngan ustazah at the end of the room. tactful jwak. plus one point. haha.

shh. keep that down from amin la. haha.

anyway, ari tk yg sepatutnya cuti telah dicemarkan oleh programa kecemerlangan chemistry (!). sangat menyedihkan. so...gotta go, nk menenangkan dirik over the fact. shin woo/jung yonghwa - here i come~

"I'm a dreamer...."

Sakamoto Maaya - Purachina; platinum

eheh. x gi skul ari tk. lak lam surat (mun ada) alasan nya aku akan nkah 'kurang sihat' pi actually, aku penat jak. haha. 'jak' seems to be understatement, tho. sbab malam tdk ng sangat, sangat penat; tertido jak2. ya pun gk ngantok jwak pagi tdk. tk dh okay ckit. hee.

ingat nk abiskan WGM eh. pi ntah la. susah na nk abiskan bnda ya. as much as i love the two of them, nowadays aku xpat layan cdak ya more than 5 minutes straight without getting bored. pahal ka. aiya.

so....tgh layan manga Cardcaptor Sakura tk. hee. sangat nostalgic. dlok anime nya ng all-time favourite la. even now pun. i used to love Li Shaoran like hell. back then, Shaoran would win over anyone else he's compared with.

well. back then, it was Shaoran. now, it's Mr. Doc now.

yes, still.

anyway. aku nk share duak gmbr tk jak actually.

from left : pman, amin, amad

ahaha. the three musketeers.

pman and amad are named by the one who gave them. as for amin, well, i got it from lun for my birthday this year. i got the right to name him as such, right, Q? i give you a Mr. Pilot, after all. xD

and here's nino looking all cool. haha. the necktie is really oversized. xD

okay. ya jak la. haha. nk molah keja lok. that's it, mun aku pat lepas dri manga tk la. haha. aigoo...

p.s. a week to the THE day. can't wait! xD

"So today, this random day, is our anniversary..."

KinKi Kids - Anniversary

before apa2, lagu anniversary tk one of my favourite of KinKi Kids'. salu jwak main rah Shounen Club dlok. sangat nice. lyrics pun mcm best. hehe.

anyway. anniversary. commonly org yg dh kawen la ada tk. tapi org in relationship pun ada jwak la, sa nya. well, ng patut ada la nk? haha. oleh yang demikian, aku, selama 17 taun idup tk, ng lom pernah ada la any anniversary date tk. heh.

i once asked, "is it important?" i mean, this thing called anniversary la. org ya mdh, aok, important. well. honestly aku x brapa nk stuju tapi aku "hmm" jak la.

memang la, mcm best da anniversary. mun ekot awda couple, tiap 10th every month brik adiah ngan masing2. sak jak anniversary cdak 10.10.10 jak pun. nice jwak la upa dpt adiah every month. pi sa nya dengan budget yg ada, aku x mampu li. haha.

tapi nk tapi nk. anniversary tk jak a remembrance to an event jak la nk? kdk wedding, or getting engaged, or confession. bkn date kta first suka ngan org ya ka apa nk? impossible jwak mun nk ingat tarikh hari first kta rasa someone ya special. haha.

that being said, well, i have no anniversary to celebrate. haha.

nevertheless, i still held February 12th and May 29th special, tho. =)

"Someday when I love someone more than anyone ever does, I'll go and boast about it..."

Tegomass - Hanamuke no Uta; farewell song

Lagu tk, somehow, reminds me back how heavenly Tegomass sounds. and it reminds me back jwak how much i love this duo, and this particular song.

tho, actually lagu fave Tegomass fave aku is Kiss ~Kaerimichi no Love Song~ (Kiss~Love Song on the Way Home~) .

sbb nk...rah bridge nya...haha. aku ska.

Ah, with that innocent face, you said to me,

"Hey, would you kiss me still even after I become a granny?"

"Hey, even then, I would stay the same."

haha. ntah la. mcm nice jak.

anyway.

da big news tk. haha.

anne eh. dh pnde layan lagu korea~

yay. *clapclap*

haha. tapi dlok layan jwak la eh. lagu lam Princess Hours ya bez. and I Think I Love You from Full House...lagu ya bez jwak. and Because I'm A Girl - lagu tk sa nya suma org tauk. haha.

but well. now dgr lagu band Korea. haha. cam bulak jak. pi yala. at least bkan SuJu. haha. CN BLUE. WGM la pun pasal tk. da cgek episode ya, cdak mbak masok CNBlue skali. Minhyuk the drummer ya kiut. phl ku msti ska drummer oh? haha.

nway. da 3 lagu cdak yg aku particularly enjoy la. Love Light, Love Girl, Love Revolution. aok, lagu cdak ng byk make word ya. gk2 dalam lagu Love Girl. haha.

btw. tho aku ska jak Seohyun, ku x mk dgr SNSD pun lagu, mun blh. sbab nk. lagu cdak ya. sgt la addictive. addictives x bgus pake health eh. haha. pi mena. sumpah. lagu cdak ya ng. marek ku ngga cdak perform Mr. Taxi rah Music Station. gk lekat lam palak line korus ya. aii~~

apa apa pun, aku still ekot dasar pandang ke timur la. haha. duak tiga ari tk layan Kanjani8. cdak byk lagu baru recently. My Home, for Ryo pun drama. 365nichi Kazoku for Tacchon's. My Home ya, time cdak peform rah Music Station - cdak nyanyi live, dgn instrument. ada la salah lirik, key lari pa suma...pi Ryo ng perfect, gne gne pun. haha.

anne = ryo-biased, forever.

eh. esok dah skolah oh. hoho. nice nice. da gk keja lom cyap tk. PSI, and karangan BM. yoshi, lpas cuti tk x leh main2 gk. tk mena tk. haha.

ya jwak x smpat ngabis WGM nk 51 episode ya...dload sng jak eh. nk abis nagga gk susah. haha.

klah. dh gk. ckup la ya li. haha. nk molah PSI lok. and kemas barang k esok. pat tdo awal. hoho.

p.s. Kayoubi wo otanishimini!

"Maybe, I don't know, perhaps it's love..."

AKB 48 - Iiwake Maybe; perhaps it's an excuse

damn. blog tk dah bedebu. HAHA.

jap jap. nice la. awal dah cussing. ei. damn ya cuss ka? mun ekot Loveless Dictionary Version 5.2, bukan la. hahaha.

exam dh abis; midyear exam. pi aku rehat kdk org dh abis SPM. hoho.

anyway. i got a new phone! say yay.

Nokia C6-01. jap. ku google gmbr nya lok.

haa. nya ya. kdk hp ku lmk eh? haha. nk lmk LG GT505 pi sa nya org x perasan pun mun x tauk. haha.

so far so good la. bez pake ya. actually GT505 pun okay jak. just aku angol message space nya limited glak. around 500 jak. x ska delete text aku tk. so...yala.

and and c6-01 tk ada style bca text kdk conversation. krek abis ku ngan bnda ya. hahahaha. sori la nk. org make iPhone mesti rasa bnda ya biasa jak nk. well. sori la. haha.

aah, cgek gk. photo editor lam hp tk bez. hee~

pa gk oh. wiFi ada, bluetooth ada (sa nya.mesti la ada nk? i mean. yala. ada la ya.haha.), camera 8 MP (sangat la wasted on me yg xda la suka ambik gmbr glak pun. haha.). well. okay la kira nya. yala. mistake nya xpat nulis tulisan jepon kdk iPhone my bro yg bujat. haha. :P

before aku mengundur diri (kebenda? haha.), lemme introduce you with two more korean i managed to remember their names. *clapclap*

aah. nak laki ya Yonghwa. nk mpuan ya Seohyun. call them Yoong~ ngan Hyu~un. to be honest, aku gk lom terer nyebut nama duak igek ya. despite someone's effort yg beria-ia abis nk ngaja. haha. btw. ya gmbr first nya duak ambik sama. ng expert nya duak tk ambik gmbr dkpn oh? HAHA.

dah. pastok nk ato brg lam hard disk. feymes abis bnda ya, suma org mk pinjam. aiya~

"And I l-l-l-like the way you spin my world around..."

Sterling Knight (Chad Dylan Cooper) - How Do We Do This

i have just been on the phone with eyzah. i have no idea how much i miss being on the phone until just now. *forced laugh*

we talked about a lot of things, me and eyzah. we could always talk about anything; it has been that way since our first year. truth to be told, i can't remember anything i'm hiding from her. not on purpose, of course.

jap jap. BM. okay.

so... haha. ntah la. org mdh 'honesty is the best policy'. kdg2 mena jwak. kdg2 bnda ya blh mkn dkpn. i mean, yala - x suma org dpt accept opinion org lain. tapi yala, susah jwak.

people hurt without intending to do so, yea.

aaah, ari tk tek star wars day? even tho aku x pnah layan star wars pi aku tauk phl! yay! haha. *clapclap* it's may 4th. may the fourth. "may the force be with you", see? lol.

and and, ari isnin ya tek 2nd of may. well. happy 2nd of may. apparently ari ya worth di celebrate. haha.

ah yes. mlm tdk, nino snatched the blanket from me. ntah gney ka. time tdo ya bgus2 ku pake selimut ya over kmk duak. then, around 4 pagi ya aku t'bgn sbab mcm sejok glak nangga2 blanket ya wrapped on nino sorang(?). jaik! ng ngekot perange org yg brik ka, nino?

anyway, when i say i miss being on the phone, i might as well be saying i miss him. nino, relay the message to him, please? =)

ookay. i should blaja bio. lelah eyzah mdh pa klua tek. haha.

"But you held your pride like you should've held me..."

Taylor Swift - The Story of Us

actually aku lupak phl aku choose line ya for the title sbab well, line ya agak xda kaitan dgn org yg bakal di mention dlm post tk. haha.

ah yes. org yg brik nino. the one i should dedicate the line, too. malam tdk nya masok lam mimpi. nya, ngan mak nya skali. ntah pahal pnde gi umah nya ndah tek lam mimpi ya tek. haha. mimpi mlm tdk plek. ada izzul. knk anok izzul for some reason. psya da dak rabbits and kazen2 ku suma. why? hahaha.

anyway. it's April 30th.

it's the birthday of two of my favourite people. cikgu favourite. and senior favourite.

the cikgu is mr lee hong leng, of course. and the senior is muhammad haziq roslan. yea, they share a same birthday (a fact told by the senior) and they share the same trait, too -unapproachable scary.

no, i'm kidding. lol.

the trait they share is - can attract people without any effort, according to ning and agreed by me. XD

so...nk crita hal the cikgu ka the senior tk? haha.

ckgu la dlok oh. XD

sir lee. first2 masok physics dlok ng x phm glak la ngan nya. cara nya ngaja. smpey wonder gney nya leh dpt anugerah guru cemerlang ya. i even sort of complained ngan mr doc and he gave advice along the lines "mun ktk x phm, tyk jak trus. mun ktk x tyk, nya alu assume ktk phm." so, since ya la anne jadi org yg paling banyak interact ngan sir lee. haha.

and yala, aku ska physics jwak bh. da org ya used to dpt highest mark for physics time nya form 4. and aku used to stalk klas 4E 2008 masok lab physics masa 3 ngan 4 ari slasa jwak. hoho. *bekas staker yg berjaya XD*

back to the topic. so knek tk, sir lee is one of my favourite teacher. kdg2 nya amusing jwak. and he gives wise opinions, too. and most importantly, he reminds me a lot of my doc. yala, birthday pun sama tek. haha.

okay, okay.

the senior. most referred lam blog tk as mr doc. it's a du'a, you see. so that he will actually become a doctor. haha. knal nya time form 1. sbab...haha, too private nk mdh rah ctk but it has something to do with nama nya yg dh xda gk ya. haha. had a crush on him time form 1 jwak. reason? he looked so impressive on the stage, giving a speech to end the usbu'. that's all - because he looked very damn impressive and the me at that time was like, "there's no fucking way i'll be able to talk in public like that".

rami org believe yg aku maseh suka ngan this senior. well. i would like to believe so, too. though actually mun "suka" ya equal to "mk jadi grk", bnda ya dh lmk dh abis. haha. but then, still "suka" ka ktk ngan someone ya bila ktk xpat nk "suka" org lain more than kta "suka" nya? haha. sbab yala, of course la aku dh crush lain lpas nya (e.g. little mr. fbi yg kiut! XD) but then gne2 pun, i still think he's the best, after all.

and i never regret liking him on the first place. in fact, i consider it as a blessing.

haha. actually nk, mun anne di mbak klaka hal this particular someone, ng sangat susah nk abis so better jangan continue ah. pnjg glak alu jadi post tk klak. sumpah. cyes tk. hahaha.

happy birthday to both of them, by the way!

ah yes. i wished the senior every year. tapi not this year. for some personal reason. haha. *manusia yg ska ngecik ati dkpn* hahaha.

*sigh*

i am supposed to get to revising bio but i suppose i would let myself drowned in the awesomeness of chad dylan cooper first. just finished downloading season 1 of sonny with a chance.

dan sesungguhnya anne ialah seorang yang tidak mengerti maksud 'priority', yea.

:D

"You saw me start to believe for the first time."

Taylor Swift - Mine

layan Swift-san again. kaki still a bit shaky. ari tk x gi skul sbab "nak rehat". sbab mun demam dtg gk time rah skul, xpat balit awal gk - have done that yesterday. better la rest rah umah. my bro advised so, too. so, i should have rest. ng tgh rest la tdk. but then yui ngan man the rabbit sgt bising rah lua. abis tumpah makanan dalam bekas ya. masa tgh isi aek lam bekas, man escaped. took me around half an hour nk masukkan balit nya dalam cage.

they say sweating is good to reduce fever. i agree, but my legs seems not to be up to it. shaky like hell when i got into the house.

man sure can run. or should i say, hop? well. moving fast, that's it. but well. it's man from 'firman', after all.

anyway. i wanna apologize. to my bro. for deliberately ignoring him last night. sangat, sangat sori, bro. seriously. it's the selfish me on last night. sebenar-benarnya, xda la terasa glak ngan nya marek. well. a bit. time physics ya. but then, it was nothing. i know he meant nothing. and later the eve, he caught me in the wrong time. it was selfish plus mischievous me at the time. and he got what he got.

sorry again, bro. i love you, too.

okay, cita hal bro abis ctk. next case.

dye slalu pdh aku kejam. and aku deny, each time. sbab sa nya aku x kejam. nk? i mean, x glak nk? haha.

yala. mun compare ngan those people yg invade countries, aku x kejam la. nk?

but well.

sometimes i do things i don't mean to. sometimes i do things not in a way it should be done.

i think i treated him wrong. correction : i treat him wrong. just it was worse at that particular time. to be honest, i couldn't get his expression at that time out of my mind. is that the expression people make when they are ditched? if it is, i wonder why anyone would ever want to ditch people.

no. x. aku x ditch sapa2.

nk?

the point is - i didn't mean to do that. i wanted to refuse, tapi bkn gya. i did it wrong. i'm sorry.

you must have imagined i would accept it with a smile, right? i'm sorry again.

but those two texts you sent me for these two nights, i appreciate them like you would never imagine.

hey, remember that photo we took together about 3 years ago? i wonder if there's any chance to find it again. to this date, it's the first and only photo of only two of us that got us smiling to the camera, you know. lol.

*sigh*

blog tk dibuat dgn harapan aku dapat rant dlm BM. peringatan utk diri sendiri. hahaha.

"Through the good times and bad times, I wanted to be everything you wished for..."

Porno Graffiti - EXIT

this song is kinda addictive. half the reason why i stay watching Taisetsu na Koto wa Subete Kimi ga Oshiete Kureta (All You Ever Taught Me is Precious Things) is because i want to listen to this song at the end of each episode. before i went and searched for its MP3, that's it. lol.

but i still watch Taisetsu na Koto, tho. even actually crita ya bkn my type. even setting rah school (sbab watak utama nya, duak org cikgu, sorang student), pi crita nya more to adult stuff. marriage, pregnancy, workplace pressure, etc. but then, well - all the story taught me is precious things.

lol.

the main lead, Kashiwagi Shuji (played by Miura Haruma) reminds me a lot to someone i know. they both are good at blaming themselves, accepting their mistakes. but then, they are also good at running away, letting others to make the decisions to make things right again. that is so tidak adil, you see. bila kita tauk kita salah, then be responsible.

i was never really in a relationship, as in the usual context of 'in relationship'. that's a f-ing truth. but i suppose i am right when i say in a relationship, girls make most decisions. because boys are like that - they hate complicated things (that are not maths. lol. applies to most boys).

so when Shuji said "i'm so sorry. you can decide about us," to his fiancée, Natsumi and she went "what do YOU want to do? do I always have to decide? YOU are the one who messed up!" - i was like, "NATSUMI FTW! GO DIE, SHUJI!"

lol. that's a bit exaggerating but well. i am with Natsumi all the way. really. do we always have to decide?

wait. maybe this is for normal girls like me and doesn't apply to oh-we-are-so-not-like-most-girls type of girls. so there.

so, pendek kata - even tho Islam angkat darjat female like it was never done before, male is still made as the leader. maka, sepatutnya la male yang decide. even when female's decision is better. sbab male pun should learn how to make better decision jwak bh. they're the leaders after all.

of course la, i'm speaking from my own point of view. because these things happen in real life. to me, to people around me.

another thing. in the term of nasihat-ing - actually xmk mention tk, sbab there was a case on this yg xda kaitan pun dgn the one i am about to mean, so sila jangan salah faham - kdg2 we have to see the situation. just because org ya salu buat salah, x semestinya that particular person buat salah all f-ing time. i mean, come on. what the heck.

we have to learn to see a white sheet with a dot, not a dot in a white sheet.

it's a nasihat for myself, more than anything else.

anyway, i'm looking forward to finishing Taisetsu na Koto. i wish Shuji ends up with Natsumi, even after all that. weird, huh? lol.

in one episode, Natsumi said, "a relationship wouldn't go well if one party loved the other too much. i think, i love you way too much, Shuji," and Shuji answered with "you think i don't love you as much as you do?"

i seriously don't know why i'm putting that in but well. i like it, and there shouldn't be any reason for liking, should there? XD

another precious thing Kashiwagi (Shuji)-sensei and Uemura (Natsumi)-sensei taught me.

puzzle makes a good door gift for a wedding, doesn't it?

lol.

random Anne is random~ ^o^

"Have you ever thought, just maybe..."

Taylor Swift - You Belong with Me

okay. boh tyk phl ku layan taylor swift knek tk. haha.

well. ku cita jak la oh. haha. unlike nad yg most probably dh hafal suma lagu si swift-san (pnde2 jak menge-san kan org. haha.) tk, i used to know only two songs of hers. yg salu main rah radio la. love story ngan fifteen. psya speak now come along, layan jwak speak now. setakat tiga ya jak la. then, alkisah nya pada suatu hari ketika saya dan peyra dan pat dan luq berkabung akan pengakhiran anime kimi ni todoke, luq posted a video on kazehaya-sawako, yg pake lagu the story of us. carik2 tek, swift-san pun duhal.

ceritanya - lagu the story of us itu agak hit home. it reminds me of the longest two weeks i've ever been through. sumpah. often when i listen to that song, i think "i should've found this song on that particular week and it could be the theme song." lol.

oleh sebab kerana (*chopchop* - bunyi language knk butcher.haha.) itulah, dtg rajin ndah weekend ya tek meng-download all three albums of swift-san. and discovered that, after all, aku x jwak lyn suma lagu nya tek. tapi some ya lekat jwak la.

contoh nya - you belong with me atas ya.

my lun likes the song as well. she insisted me to watch the video. and when i finally did this eve, it becomes the reason for this post. lol.

i love the song, really. the lyrics, well, kinda hit home, too. but not really. i mean, well, my sneakers are quite high-heeled. lol.

but the video is, i don't know, eye-opening? the message i got at the end of it is "if you want your so-called best boy friend to finally notice you and finally got the courage to confess his undying love to you (and ditch his bitchy girlfriend in the process), throw away your nerdy look, and dress up like you never did before." well, that, and this - "boys are jerks."

okay, not all but most.

pi seriously la. he could have confessed, could have shown her that piece of paper all this time. mpuan ya kira ok la, x brani confess sbab the guy is taken. pi the boy's action to confess time mpuan ya gi prom dgn dh kck tek molah ku sa cam "well. mun nya x kck gya, mun nya gk nerd tek, msti ko xkan confess nk? nk?"

and they ask me why i turn to contact lens and desperately want to lose weight.

x, no, bkn nk impress any of my existing male friends. bkn nk attract more either. for self-confidence, actually.

the point is, the saying 'don't judge a book by its cover' agak sukar untuk digunapakai. for boys and girls alike.

even for me, yea.

on side note, i miss my bro and i prefer him in red. =)

"I go back to December all the time..."

Taylor Swift - Back to December

"kmk ska anne ari tk. mek x ska anne marek," said Eqkha yesterday.

i only laughed but well, i don't like the-day-before-me, too. the day before, she told me, "anne.... boh antap glak ktk tensen," and i replied with, "aie. smpey la jwak kmk x leh tensen..." haha. but it's true. what's so wrong with it, right? lol.

i guess it's because everything shows in my face; if i'm happy, then i'm like =D all the way and if i'm not, i would be like....well, i can't find the right emote for it. like i've to fight against everyone in the world, i suppose.

but then, i'm not the type to say "yeah, i'm good" when asked "are you okay?" while actually eating my heart out. or at least, i'm not that type anymore. i lie quite a lot, white and not, but that particular lie needs so much energy that i'm not planning to do it often. last Thurs was a total no-no situation i would produce such lie.

i miss the me back in December. it wasn't the best phase in my life; in an angle, it was the worst. but these days i miss those days very much. i miss the me living them. if Eqkha could see me at the time, she would like it for sure.

it was something like summer fling for me. it doesn't fit the normal days, it has to end anyhow. so yea, inertia hurts, you know?

and i go back to December all the time.

oh well. it's not that bad. i still got Nino - the reason why i stay in bed every time i got the chance to these days. =)

"If only I don't bend and break..."

Keane - Bend and Break

it's FRIDAY, FRIDAY.... lol.

sumpah. lagu ya ng....well. haha.

but anyway, yala, it's friday today. even tho xda jwak ku free time weekend pi at least da la masa k bernafas ckit. and k cuddle jwak oh, No? (Nino mdh aok. haha. nyaman na nya jadi face rest time online cmtk. XD)

purin (pudding, in English) di berik Mila, imported khas from Japan dri kakaknya, bruk abis. ku ingat nk mkn ckit2 pi sa nya mun tndh lmk glak lam fridge ya x nyaman glak jadi nya lak. haha. even tho aku basically x mkn purin and x ska anything of green tea, purin green tea tk exception. hehe.

tdk time PQS aku ngan Lun dtg klmj ndah. bukan alang2 klmj mek duak. lagu KRU. haha. mun org dgr ya komfom x cyk; mek duak crushing on Yusry, and the whole Yusry-Erra thing, and such movie as Kuliah Cinta. lol. it seems unbelievable, it seems so long time ago now.

and now kmk duak Nino tgh layan balit Kuliah Cinta. haha.

btw. marek nangis rami2 smpey kembang mata; nangis berjemaah. haha. 5E girls tauk la phl. well. i would like to share something la, on the matter.

1.

our thinking is greatly influenced by our surrounding and upbringing. those are the major influences. that's why, to put ourselves in someone else's shoes is not really an easy thing to do; especially when you're young and happy. i, for one, would not like to blame myself if i am unable to think the way others are thinking. this is the way i am brought up, so this is the way i think. so i, as a person full of normality, tend to choose my friends among those with same way of thinking, thus my circle of friends.and i definitely won't change my way of thinking just to mingle, thank you.

2.

people hurt others even without intending to. somethings things look so trivial that we consider it too little to care. i rarely intend to offend anyone (there are times when i do) but as impulsive as i am, i can only hope that those i offended without any intention do not take it to hearts. they say i am too impressive. oh well. i wonder if there's anything i can do about that.

or i'll just do what eqkha told me. she told me not to change. "be yourself," she said. how i love her. =)

well. i won't change, then. i'll just improve myself. lol.

dh kol 4.30 eh. ku Asr lok la. pstk smbg movie gk. hehe.

p.s. lagu Bend and Break sgt best. for past 2-3 days, lagu ya jak dimain. XDD

"Stand by me; nobody knows what it's gonna be..."

Oasis - Stand By Me

funny i'm putting this as the title. more like, don't stand by me so that nobody will know what it was gonna be. haha. kidding. or not.

so...haha. online on my bro's lappy. sbab apparently gerek ku lom bait. (please la Mr Compaq; what have i done wrong? T___T) so ayah tek soh dani brik pinjam laptop tk kejap sbab "kakak nk molah kerja". haha. ng la. niat nk molah scrapbook for physics ya tek.

pi bak kata Querida ku yg terchenta, "the idea of scrapbooking has not spread in Malaysia" so malas la ku nk molah nya dlok. even tho nya physics. haha,

tgh baca crosstalk antara Ryo ngan Pi. mcm nk nait jak level sugar tk... (sweet! how come they're not gays? haha. not that i want them to be.)

seriously. Pi? Ryo-chan? i want little nicknames like that too! *random* lol.

eh. back to topic. recently ku dh kira x dependent glak ngan gerek ku ya so ku ingat dapat la kiranya bertahan xda nya kejap. well. i think i did well. biasanya mun dh almost a week cmtk ku dh kdk org half-dead dh. haha.

gah. Pi soh Ryo mkn sayo. ku gk ingat time cdak molah tour dlok, Ryo yg bisin "Pi! makan sayo ya jwak, ish!" and Pi was like, "aok, aok...ku makan la tk..." haha.

talking about being half-dead. haha. Ning mentioned in her last post; tdk. well. tdk ya. ntah la. felt like i need a change of air. my seat time ya kdk xda breathing space. tdk Madhi dh offer dh nk swap seats for good. pi ku pdh pa? "aie. boh jak. jaoh dri Mizi." haha.

ah. random thought. i've been with Mr Compaq for almost two years now. and the reason why we almost never got problem with each other - he never makes me feel jealous.

haha. ku knk skizo ka apa tk bh?

esok SPM klua. ku imagine mun ari tk next year. sa nya ku x tdo li. online jak - chat ngan mr doc cnun. nya ska jak molah ku makin cuak. haha. cyes eh. gney ndak ka.

damn. ku dh takut tk. haha.

wah. lappy tk mdh ngan aku, "it's 11 o'clock." nasib nya x mdh "oi. tdo gk." (mun nya mdh gya ku ng berekot masok bilit. sumpah.)

bila nk abis entries lam friend page LJ ku tk bh? dh 110 entries dh ya. haha.

so, dgn ketiadaan gerek ku yg tersayang itu, and ipod pun dh abis battery - officially time malam ng aku xda life. dgn itu, tdo jak la yg paling bgus. may i take that pill for flu? it makes me feel so good pi lun pdh "gya la rasa penagih dadah, tauk x?" yea, i know. haha.

anyway, still fighting for my 'freedom' yg bila diterjemah ke dalam bahasa normal = car license. lol.

apa apa pun, esok remind Man mbak kasut. mesti!

"And years make everything alright..."

Keane - This is The Last Time

first of all, my prayers to Japan and its people.

ari jumaat ya x smpt baca apa2 on this. just nangga tiba2 Iwate pndey trending ndah rah Twitter. eran jwak time ya. then Mila text mdh hal tsunami+earthquake pa suma ya.

mlm tdk dh nangga la ckit how wave ya destroy pretty much everything in range. scary. ng xda cara gk nk lari dh ya. Johnny's dah anta brita mdh suma idols cdak selamat. pi dengarnya umah family Hikaru rah Sendai dh xda gk. Sendai ng dekat jwak ngan Iwata ya eh. sa nya umah Ryo rah Osaka xda pa2 la. ada la rasa quake ya li.

my dad said, cdak akan bangun balit klak, mcm they did after WWII. but it took years back then, it will as well now. they suffered so much; what with byk pelabuhan musnah cmya jak, and nuclear reactor cdak rosak jwak. boh pike hal nuclear reaction dlok la - electric power shortage ya dh cukup dh soh cgek negara huru-hara.

i would like to view this as kifarah dosa. and a way to give them hidayah jwak. the Japanese people, if anything, suit more as muslims than any other people. they got all the values a Muslim need. syg, cdak lom dpt hidayah; dakwah susah nk smpey ngan cdak. hopefully musibah tk, in a way, boleh jadi a medium untuk hidayah ya.

ameen.

a quote from governor of Tokyo, Ishihara Shintaro,

The identity of the Japanese people is greed.

This tsunami represents a good opportunity to cleanse this greed, and one we must avail ourselves of.

Indeed, I think this is divine punishment.

see, they're intelligent people. too bad they don't have any religion to hold on at times like this. majority of them don't have any specific belief. they do Hatsumode (first visit to shrine) every new year, get their fortunes told and give some coins to pray at shrines, yet celebrate Christmas, wear crosses and get married churches.

my mum went as far as calling my dad and said, "pdh Siti boh gago nk blaja rah Jepon! xda mek nk suroh!" when she heard about this. well. ya cita klak. musibah gya, cney2 boleh knk. bkn rah Jepun jak. even Malaysia. bukan org Jepun jak byk molah dosa. at least x byk kes buang anak rah cnun eh. paling2 teruk cdak pun, gk pndey nk make condom. pendek kata, mun dh nama ajal, cney2 boleh mati,

tgh cuddle ngan nino atas katel pun boleh mati mun Allah ng nk ngambik balit nyawa.

next entry lak insyaALLAH aku akan share la apa yg aku dpt dri program weekend ya tek.

and i'm on my own rehab. but "get the koran"; i'll do that, too. thank you.