"Even the littlest things are a special happiness..."

Kamenashi Kazuya, Taguchi Junnosuke - Special Happiness

marek 23 December 2010, cdak form 3 ambik result. well, xda pa glak nk di cita pun psl ya coz bkan aku yg ambik result. haha. but then, at least ku dpat one good news. izzat dpt straight A's. sumpah ku sa nk nangis time nya mdh ya. emo much? haha.

leh x ku nulis lam English? x pnde ku nk crita bnda tk lam BM eh. haha.

that day, ari ambik result PMR, last year - until now, remains one of the best day of my life. and that's not even an exaggeration. like, seriously. those two words he told me made me so glad that I got that kind of result. perhaps I would do anything to get that kind of result just to get told those words by him again.

rasanya ku dpt recall blit the day distinctly. p pnjg glak jadi nya lak. ahah. hari ya dtg2 some people dh tauk dh result cdak. kdk ning, nynie... org lain kdk aku, suma nervous. ku ingat ku one of the few girls yang x pake bju kurung. haha.

ku gk ingat time lpas tauk result ya, ku spotted dyg for the first time on the day. so ku tyk lh nk, "9A ka?" nya ngan innocentnya jawab, "mesti la." i know she meant no harm p still jwpn nya ng soh ku rasa "damn. what the heck." hahaha. mlm tdk ku cita ngan nya, nya mati2 x ingat and x cayak nya mdh gya. pa jak la. hahaha.

and cgek bnda gk ku ingat is hal amin. nya x brani nangga result. plek manusia ya. xda org dgn kali. man xda, mizi, awg, etc dtg aher. ku ingat nya ngan iq time ya. p nya ng hepi abis la time ku mdh nya dpt straight. hahaha. ku sa nya x ingat jwak hal tk.

later that day, time rah SP (lunch rah Hartz), ku call Kak-Aiman. ntah smpe x seminit kmk duak klaka. ku juz mdh ku pat straight, and nya mdh congratz and psya x tauk gk nk mdh pa. haha.

another thing. I told him something that day and he still remembers it until now. that alone would suffice to make the day special, actually. lol.

"I won't tell you to "Do your best!"; because you already are."

No Sleeves - Relax

someone tgh exams. someone yg quite significant (that's an understatement, really) lam idup aku; mun life tk di polah bku, nya adalah org yg aku harap akan jadi hero. haha. gya2 la. anyway, nya tgh da exams. ku tauk sbab nya update stat; out of character abis mun nya personally mdh ngan aku. haha. that someone, even tho aku mk mdh ngan nya "do your best!" (like I did 2 years ago), ku tauk bnda ya x perlu. surely he'll be doing his best, he always is. bit taufiq wan najjah, doc.

on the other hand, esok result PMR klua. well, taun lpas ng aku x brapa nk tdo mlm tk. taun tk insyaALLAH ok jak. xda pa nk di bingong. haha. da la duak tiga org form 3 ku knal. and kazen ku jwak. hope cdak dpt result bgus la. especially izzat. ku seriously mk nya dpt result bgus. phl? well. nya byk tlg aku bh. haha. tdah nya tek, nervous abis. alu offline awal.

on side note. anne seorang yg da quite high level of ego. sue me (mun dh kaya glak pat upah lawyer la) but that's me all right. *smile*

dh. ku sambong nangga mendol lok. mendol, bkn cendol ah. Japanese drama yg mun ku mk describe dlm cgek word, the word will be "Bodo." hahaha.

"The sky you see above won't always be blue, people won't always be kind to you..."

LANDS - Genki; cheer up

Genki, if anything, is the lagu yg aku akn dgr time aku down. and relatively, aku kinda down malam tdk. (and pagi tk jwak; wth?) then bruk prasan ku xda lagu tk lam lappy yg dh direformat tk. xpa la, CD da rah shelves ya jak pun. haha.

so malam tdk aku dgn quite desperatenya carik bnda yg pat cheer ku up (coz aku x ska tdo time upset, x nyaman asa) and one of things yg dpt cheer me up time down adalah... *drum roll*

AkaKame

abbreviation yg stands for Akanishi (Jin) and Kamenashi (Kazuya), indicating the pairing. pairing tk technically xda (sbb kotan pairing tk famous glak tek 4 org nk lain lam KAT-TUN ya xda org lalek so nya duak cease all interactions on air this lately b4 Jin klua trus dri group ya.)but then, they used to be really close; nya duak tk. and those ol' good times yg ku nangga balit mlm tdk. time Jin ngaco Kame tgh biak ya nk baca twister tongue psya nekok palak Kame time nya messed up (kau yg ngaco nya, okay?! haha.) and time kame gugo dri stage psya knk truskan jwak concert (nsib bait dkat nk abis dh. =__=) dgn jalan encot2 and jin nolong nya. my fave. ^^

throwing in some pictures here; nah nah...

zaman mensia. kame mk nangis mun nya nangga gmbr tk balit li. gila hideous. haha. (that's a fact; kame x ska nangga gmbr/video nya nk lmk2 ya. haha.)

ku sa tk ng cara fave Jin nk ngaco Kame. lam video lain pun da jwak nya molah gya. haha. tk zaman Kame gk boleh nunggah Jin "Jin" on air la.

fact : Jin kck pake spec. kdk my Lun. ngan Nazim. well. perhaps org mun dh kck, pake spec pun still kck jwak, mun x lbeh kck oh? *hideous gila nk mati mun pake spec*

ku x tauk tk gmbr paparazzi ka pa p cam sweet jak. sumpah. haha.

x sure gmbr taun bila tk. time cdak mseh Junior sa nya. p gmbr tk nice. ^^

kay. some more pictures of things yg leh cheer me up (my friends excluded ey. haha.)...

the Nishikido Ryo

Kis-My-Ft2 - especially

The T of Kis-My-Ft 2; Tamamori Yuuta

and and...

this on FB chat list. =)

there. should get some work done now. byk keja~

"this town, Osaka, I really love ya"

Kanjani 8 - Sukiyanen, Osaka; I love ya, Osaka

right. mlm tk ku nk cita hal cgek city nama Osaka. nangga nama dh tauk nya rah Jepun eh? haha. city tk special bgi aku coz ... *drum roll* Nishikido family diam rah ctk. haha. sapa2 x ingat ya, ku dalam status forever-krek ngan Nishikido Ryo. and while Ryo tk actually lahir rah Hyogo, Kobe pi nya ng diam Osaka since like forever so... yala. Osaka pretty much kdk Sarawak la in my opinion. bkan apa, nya kdk tersisih ckit. haha. xda la. just nya da dialect nya dkpun ya distinct abis ngan dialek biasa, and org Osaka (well, secara umumnya, Kansai) biasanya loud mun nk compare ngan org Tokyo. so Ryo ya sa nya manusia dari Kansai region plg senyap la li. haha.

nway, aku x pernah gi Osaka (gk) so ku cita hal makanan nya la oh. at least ku pernah mkn. haha. Osaka feymes ngan makanan nyaman2. and it turns out duak makanan Jepun fave aku asal dari Osaka. well, ng aku ditakdirkan ngan org Osaka li. hoho.

first, takoyaki. biasanya org translate as Octopus Ball. mun mk senang, nya kdk cucur sotong la. nya kdk cucur pi ng bulat abis, then dalam da sotong. atas da mayonis and da herb ka daun ntah pa. spatutnya da fish shaving atas ya jwak pi nk ku salu mkn rah Sushi King (ku xpat trimsecak takoyaki lain dri nk Sushi King's. haha.) xda ndah. x tauk phl. haha.

cmtk la rupanya.. tk ng fave ku tk. hee~

second, okonomiyaki. tk keja ku mlm tdk nangga cgek episode Cartoon KAT-TUN (yg dh xda gk.. T___T) time cdak molah Hiroshima-style okonomiyaki ngan Ayase Haruka. rupa cam nyaman abis cdak molah ya smpey ku teringin nk mkn. btw, even tho okonomiyaki dikatakan asal nya dri Osaka, masing2 bahagian rah Jepun ya da cdak pun style masing2 molah okonomiyaki. yg plg feymes da duak; ya Osaka pun, and Hiroshima pun. ku x sure la nk rah Sushi King ya dri cney pun. haha. ah lupak. okonimiyaki tk kdk pancake. mcm2 la cdak cmpo.

cmya la lbeh kurang rupa nya. p yala, kdong nk rah Sushi King ya rupa kdk ya... haha.

so kotan ku teringin glak nk mkn bnda duak igek tk tek, tdk ku gi Spring alu take-away jak la (coz parents ku x ska mkn rah cya. haha.). takoyaki ng ku ska stiap masa. dlok ku first mkn okonomiyaki, cam x nyaman jak. pi tdk sa x ckup ndah eh. haha. ku sa mun org nk promote pa2 ngan ku, ng bgus pake cdak Johnny's ya. ng cpat ku knak influenced. haha.

"I should be hikin', swimmin'... laughin' with you"

Joe Jonas and Demi Lovato - You're My Favourite Song

Right... cgek fact yang sa nya suma org prasan - aku suka tetak. haha. (see, dh tetak dh. xD) mun ku text org, biasanya ng tauk da 'haha'. comments and posts pun sama jwak. well, real life pun ku senang tetak actually. gk pun, org mdh tetak ya ubat plg bgus nk? nk? nk? haha.

ku biasa nya tetak mun da something lawak (ya ng normal la nk?), or something yg ku rasa amusing. and salu jwak ku tetak time ku x tauk nk mdh pa2. haha. dolok da sorang prof tk tego ku pasal suka tetak mun nya klaka ngan ku. actlly nk, aku x tauk pa nk reply (and malas nk reply jwak, ku x terer bhs baku) so ku tetak jak la. in fact, time nya nego ya pun ku reply ngan tetak jak. haha.

habit ku ska tetak tk ngingat aku ngan si Aika Hiiragi lam cita MxO. nya ng kuat tetak, and dh tetak ya susah nk berenti. smpey da sorang boy tk (the hero) fail nya pun school interview coz lost temper ngan nya pun perey ya. haha. ku sa ku x la smpey gya li. pi da jak la org x puas ati ngan aku pun habit ska perey tk. bingong nya ku lak knk anta ke batu 7 nun. haha. (pi salah nya jwak, sapa soh ska ngereco. ngereco nya ya amusing bgi ku bh. haha.)

aa, tdik time tuition Bio, da sorang boy tk dtg aher. dengan xda niat pa2, ku chuckle jak nangga mka nya blur. but then ckgu ya nangga aku; "knal ka (ngan nya)?" ku geleng palak. psya tetak gk. haha.

klaka pasal Bio, ari tk first time ku nguap time blaja Bio coz ku ng x ckup tdo, bkn coz borink. haha. ku ng da zero minat ngan Bio, and apparently sucks at it jwak. x kdk kwn ku Amin; x ska Bio pi dh exam markah lihai gk dri org ska Bio. damn abis. haha.

ku sa smpey ctk jak la. bpk ku pndey ingat ndah da Shounen Club mlm tk. killed leh Tamamori Yuuta yg kiut tahap ilama (ku sa nya kiut gk ilama pi da org mdh nya kdk ilama, aok jak la.). psya muncul Hasshi yg umo 17 p rupa kdk 23. lmk x nangga, rupa cam mkin hensem jak. haha. sora nya cam beysa ng kck la. haha.

"tea - a drink with jam and bread"

The Sound of Music - Do Re Mi

kay. mlm tk ku mk klaka hal teh. well. first fact - aku x minum teh. haha. bkn x pndey minum, or fatal mun minum ka apa. just x ska. slagi ku pat idup x minum teh, x la ku minum. haha. last time ku minum teh... time form 1 li oh? ya first time jwak la. coz time camping cdak mala ngidang teh. minum jak la.

sa nya suma org tauk, teh asal dri China (kdk panda! haha.) mcm2 jenis teh da; yg feymes da 6 la. negara yg plg associated ngan teh of course la China, and Jepun jwak. sebutan 'teh' ya asal dari word 茶 yg dalam dialek Hokkien org sebut tê . but then China da byk dialek and dialek Cantonese nyebut chá . so, word 'tea' in language lain pun di-derived from duak igek sebutan ya. kdak Bahasa Melayu 'teh', English 'tea', Japanese 'cha' (or mun mok polite, o-cha) and Arabic 'shay' (bkn kdk sbut 'share' ah. kdk sbut 'shy'.)

teh tk bagus actually. nya da antibiotic effects, da sifat anti-kanser jwak, increase ktkorg pun metabolic rate pa suma. p yala, too much of something is always no good. so da jwak la yg x bgus hal teh tk.

first, efek leh florida. excessive fluoride leh menyebabkan ktkorg pun tulang jadi rapuh. and cgek gk, even tho florida tk biasa nya da lam colgate but mun dh lebih glak fluoride boleh cause browning of teeth jwak. pi xda la cyes ne. haha.

second, efek leh caffeine. org rami pike coffee jak da caffeine. well, actually tea pun sama jak la. caffeine tk kinda kdk drug jwak; nya soh org ketagih. and efek biasa mun terlebih caffeine, susah nk tdo. nya increase heart rate ngan blood pressure jwak, btw.

last, efek leh tannin (boh tyk, x ku tauk pa bnda ya. haha.) byk glak tannin tk slow down penyerapan some mineral lam badan, leh cause constipation ngan iron deficiency. p efek tk suma pat dielak mun ktkorg minum teh susu, anyway.

ya jak la sa nya. phl ku molah post tk sdgkan ku x minum teh? well. midnight-awl pagi tdk da org soh ku online carik pa effect too much tea coz nya sa nya dh byk glak minum teh ari ya. pi time ya ku dh offline so ku malas la nk online semata-mata nk carik bnda ya jak. haha. so, tk kira memenuhi permintaan la. haha.

p.s. spatutnya org minum byk teh tek xpat tdo. p org nk mntk carik hal tk tek kol 2 dh merengek mdh ngantok. ntah pa2. haha. err...kol 2 pagi ya kira awl nk? nk ? nk? HAHA.

"introducing me"

Nick Jonas - Introducing me

kay. blog baru. again. so knek tk ku da...jap ah, ngira - LJ, tumblr, blogger cgek nk private ya... masok tk 4. nk 3 ya pun x ter-update dh gago nk molah cgek gk. haha. tk lain ckit la. first time blogging lam BM. plek jwak rasa. x pnah2 eh. haha. well, tk blaja bh - mizi soh ku blaja tek bh. xDD ya jwak ku cam jarang abis pake word 'aku' tk. klaka ngan eyna duak miji jak pake aku-kau bh. nk lain suma kmk-ktk. mun nulis blog k kmk-ktk plek jwak oh? haha.

aok oh. introducing me tek nk. the name is [redacted] (nangga. klua jwak BI tek. haha.) org nunggah Anne. boh tyk glak phl ah. dah salu ku repeat cita ya. haha. birthday sama ngan Christiano Ronaldo ngan da la 56799 org gk footballers (sumpah, ng rami footballer laher date ya.), just aku taun 1994 jak. pa gk oh? jap. check mizi pun first post lok...

..........kay..

point blog tk oh? k trening blogging bhs s'wak la li. haha. coz da org penah mdh "ktk bagus diam rah ngri omputeh nun eh." haha. (pi org ya dh aku ngakuk american-japanese, x ska ndah. haha.)

and...sama ngan mizi, ngan farah, ngan suma2 kwn ku la - taun dpan nk SPM. ya kdk..penentu idup ya. haha. tho org mdh Bill Gates ya x skul tinggi pun pat jadi kaya, p ku sa coz ku x geniusly terer kdk nya, mok x mok knk jwak la ku skul tinggi2 mun ku mok byk duit. haha. impian idup? mok kawen ngan doc! haha.

minat eh? ku cita hal bias ku jak la. da 3. second bias - da sorang nama Nishikido Ryo tk. real life (time xda camera) nya playboy, kaki clubbing, rude dekat nk tahap homer simpson pi ku still ska nya jwak. haha. third bias, physics. ari ya dpt hmwk physics, rya jwak nk mlh. x kisah la x anta esok pun, or da krja ya dh seminggu and nak anta esok. haha. first bias? haha. he's having the time of his life at the place he dreamed of.

dh la nk? ku nangga post mizi tek xda la pnjg cmtk. haha. sapa2 yg ada blogger ya follow2 la. lak follow balit, kay? kay? kay? haha.

p.s.

URL = of the nothings

coz ku ska nyebut 'nothing' or 'xda pa.' haha. sa nya la. org mdh.

nama blog = definitely maybe

nama album debut band oasis, taun 1994, yg da lagu slide away. ku ska lagu ya; ska abis smpey ku recommend ngan org psya x ingat ku da recommend. haha.