Saturday, June 8, 2013

"Aim for the centre, to the zero position - I'm the one most suited for the spotlight, right?"

AKB48 - Ougon Centre; Golden Centre


Let's pretend that my last post is not in 2011. XD

so aritok tek AKB48 ada election for cdak pun 32nd single. tok election nya ke-4 sanya. eh salah, ke-5. haha fail nya saya. haha. tapi nang fail la pun. boleh lupak trus ari tok election. mun azie x text tek ng x ingat la. actually ng ingat la election ya 8th June tpi x tauk ari tok 8th. haha. org cuti ng gya gne nk molah nk. hehe.

oh. sistem election tok actually perlu sbb AKB48 actually ada lebih dari 48 members. yep. x sure jwak phl 48 ya actually. haha. so sistem election tok untuk pilih Senbatsu which is top 16 members. team Senbatsu tok yang akan muncul dlm single cdak starting yang ke 32nd tok. and orang yang dpt no. 1 akan jadi Centre for the next singles jwak la. yang lain ya akan masok Under Girls (17-32), Next Girls (33-48) and Future Girls (49-64)

so tdk bila dah diremind oleh azie aku trus la berebut bkak laptop ya jwak laptop tok gago nk berolah jwak haha psya crik link live stream gk. bkk cun ngga Mayuyu abis brik speech. aku x sure la nya number bpa time ya. kamboh glak. haha. psya Yuko gk. aku ng ingat nya no. 1 la. dh kol azie dh time ya. haha.  then the bomb was dropped - Sasshi no. 1 and mekorg kamboh bisin smpe knk anok mak ngan dani. haha. they don't understand, seriously.

orait mok cita pasal member yang dapat masok Senbatsu for this 5th election.

16. Suda Akari


err. sapa tok. sik kenal. next.


15. Watanabe Miyuki


hm. mcm knal. pi x knal jwak. next.

14. Yamamoto Sayaka




err. siapakah ini.

11. Yokoyama Yui




hm. rasanya nya tok la Yuihan yg slalu dimention azie. hm. rasanya la.

12. Shimazaki Haruka



yay ahenya ada yang aku tauk. hehe. the nickname is Paruru and i strongly dislike her. haha. bkn x suka apa la. last year pun election nya no. 24. sik dalam Senbatsu pun. tapi since nya menang Janken (Rock-Paper-Scissor; ada cgek single cdak choose centre pake game tok), ng muka nya yang ada cgek expression ya jak jak la knk push rah depan. so, yea, aku x suka nya. azie quite suka nya la, sbb birthday cdak sama tek nk. haha. pa jak la. nasib la nya x masok top 10. hee. ah nya stat femes since blakon lam drama Shiritsu Bakaleya Koukou dgn a bunch of Johnny's smpe ada movie ndah.

11. Itano Tomomi




the nickname is Tomochin. nya one of the original members time first first AKB48 ditubuhkan dlok - we call them the First Gen. tapi nya dh nk graduate la. so 32nd single tk last single nya ngan AKB48. nya dh ada 2 ka 3 solo single jwak. quite successful la, which is a wonder for me yang x dig nya pun music - too much autotune. aku xda la suka nya glak tpi rasanya bakal rindu jwak la dgan nya pun fang yang kiut ya and original duck-face ya. hee.

10. Miyazawa Sae




hee. nya tok one of my favourite. sbb nya kiut. image nya sntiasa rambut pendek. agak bujat. haha. last year time team shuffle nya knk tikam ke SHN48, err, team rah Shanghai, China. x lmk lpas ya, nya pun partner Akimoto Sayaka pun announce graduation. huhu. tapi nice la nya dapat top 10. hee.

9. Kojima Haruna




the nickname is Harunyan, or sometimes NyanNyan. KojiHaru pun boleh jwak. nya, err, kck boleh tahan setanding ngan SNSD pi aku kck gk la ofc hoho. no, i mean, haha nya ng kck la. model-like pun kck. tinggi pa suma. ugh. asal ngga nya ng rasa down abis la. haha. nya pun character kdk dumb blonde ckit. mala pake main. haha.

8. Takahashi Minami




the nickname is TakaMina. aku pun Kami Oshi - favourite member. sbb nya la aku minat AKB48 on the first place. sbb dlok nya ngan Yuko ngan Acchan da masok cgek show tk dgn Ryo. aku dlok ng ingat member AKB48 tk ng suma kiut bait kdk angel pa suma la. err TakaMina tk, kdk mak nenek? haha. cyes lawak. haha. nya one of the First Gen jwak and since AKB48 debut nya ng sentiasa jadi spokesperson sbb er nya mak nenek tek nk. haha. nya pun position ng sentiasa no. 7 no. 8 jak la. plg tinggi no. 6 sa nya. haha. tpi recently nya dh dinait pangkat as General Manager of AKB48 and all the sister groups so actually nya actually dah jadi staff la slain dri member. which is no surprise pun sbab before tok nang nya yang lead AKB48. smpe spatutnya ada concert nama  "Kmkorg Akan Ekot TakaMina~" tapi knk cancel segal earthquake.

err. okay panjang nya - kantoi bias ngan oshi dikpun. err. anyway bagus la nya dapat no 8 sbb nya ng spatutnya dalam top 8 (or Kami 8, or the Eight Goddesses) pun. aku dh bingong actually sbb time preliminary nya dlm Under Girls huhu.


7. Matsui Rena




x kenal tapi nya famous jwak la so...

6. Matsui Jurina




err nya xda kaitan dgn Matsui Rena nk atas ya but yea, tok salah satu muka di push ke depan kdak Paruru jwak la. tapi aku okay gk ngan Jurina sbb last election nya ng dah ada dlm Senbatsu pun. no. 8 sa nya. x sure jwak. aku x suka nya dlok tpi since cdak push Paruru aku rasa okay gk la Jurina dri Paruru. hee aku sa aku bias sbb nya tok upa matured glak la kali. umo 15 upa kdk 20 pa kes. haha.

5. Shinoda Mariko




yay Mariko-sama. haha. nya stay no.5 dri last election. nya one of member yg paling tua, and nya la yang paling antap tua. haha. x la tua ne. just badannya naturally developed kdk org dewasa la - nk lain ya even umo dh 25 gk dpt pull off baju sekolah Mariko-sama ng xpat. ya nya ng sentiasa ambik watak cikgu dlm cdak pun PV. haha. anyway nya announce nya pun graduation tek time nya dpt no.5 ya. so. First Gen tinggal 3 org gk la. hm. why Mariko-sama why - pdh dlok nk stay ngan AKB smpe sakit tulang :(

4. Kashiwagi Yuki




the nickname is Yukirin. err dlok aku x bpa suka nya sbb nya nmpk fake. now, err, boleh la. tapi still nmpk fake. haha. maybe sbb nya try too hard la mbak image idol ya. so, yala, x suka. haha.

3. Watanabe Mayu




the nickname is Mayuyu; azie pun oshi. nya tok ng kiut la, otaku gk ya - nang minat gla2 ngan anime pa suma. nya mpun pun dah kdk living anime. haha. nya pande melukis, and ada jadi seiyuu (voice actor) jwak la. last election nya dpt no. 2 and nya ng pdh awal, next election nya mok dpt no. 1 tpi hehe. tdah la turun ndah. haha. tapi nya ng actually org yang cdak dh expect jadi Centre for the new generation la.

2. Oshima Yuko


amazing fact about Yuko, nya x penah dapat no. slain dari 1 or 2. haha. first election nya no. 2, second nya no. 1, psya nya no. 2 gk, then last year nya no. 1 lepas Acchan graduate. haha. nya duak Acchan ng rival la. haha. actually orang expect nya or Mayuyu la dapat Centre for this time tapi jeng jeng jeng... hahaha

1. Sashihara Rino




introducing Sasshi the troll. haha. nya rank no. 4 last year. shortly lpas ya nya pun jerk of ex-boyfriend molah crita trok trok hal nya smpe masok news. alu la Sasshi tok tek knk tikam ke sister group HKT48. ntah cmne la psya nya ng jadi femes. time preliminary nya ng no. 1 la and org suma terkejut tapi aku ingat, well, preliminary jak pun nk, maybe org len pun fans x smpat ng ngundi gk tpi yala, ng mena jwak nya jadi Centre tek. haha. yang bez nya x emo glak la. x se-emo Acchan la, at least. haha. so nya la the first Centre yang bkn Yuko or Acchan. err aku rasa ng alu x bertego la nya duak Mayuyu hehe.



oh Acchan ya ex-member yang dah graduate. nya la yang digelar Ace dlok. aku time nya ada dlm group ya dlok aku x bpa suka sbb nya knk overexpose mcm nk mati tapi bila nya graduate rindu ndah haha. nya best friend my favourite TakaMina and time aku nulis (type?) tok nya tgh bz upload gmbr nya ngan cdak member AKB48 huhu bez bis even dah klua pun gk still rapat TT~TT


hm. mcm rajin. crik gmbr la. hehe.

tok la Acchan





haha ya jak la. esok bez la ngga semua org ngereco segal Sasshi jadi Centre and Mariko-sama pun graduation. aku pun looking forward nk ngga video election tdk jwak. huhu. gne la boleh miss. ugh. tdo la. esok mok mkn sushi inshaALLAH. hehe.



Tuesday, December 27, 2011

"Next year, and the year after that too - I want to like you more than I do now. . ."

Flumpool - Kimi ni Todoke; reaching you



gah. lmk x update eh. haha. slain dri SPM. reason aku mls nk update is sbab malas nk tmbh post jadi 53. bez da no 52 bh. hehe.

nway. oleh sbab SPM pun dh abis, and henpon ku ya around kol 10 lak bruk berbunyi so ku update la blog tk dlok. hehe.

so. mlm tk. nk cita psl somethings that i can't get over with. bkn org la. bnda. eh. jap. da jwak la org. pi. well. mana2 la. haha. fyi, anne is someone yg sangat cepat borink ngan things/org. so apa2/sapa2 yg dpt soh aku stay suka ya ng saaaaaangat hebat la. haha. for e.g. la. mun aku ska cgek lagu tk, lagu ya ng stay in repeat. smpe la aku borink psya alu x ingat gk ngan lagu ya. haha. tapi ada certain things yg gne2 pun aku still ska jwak all along. kira mcm ever green la. haha.

to cut it short, here's the list. hoho.

1. Nishikido Ryo



haha. this one should come first. sbab gne2 pun aku ng sukaaaa nya. x kisah la drama nya borink nk mati ka or nya da scandal pa ka or org pdh perange nya jaik ka or nya smoking ka, upa nya dh cam org tua ka (kdk lam gmbr ya. haha.), aku still ska nya.
haha. aneh eh? haha. pi nya still da good qualities la. =)


2. Ada Apa Dengan Cinta


movie gk. haha. lmk jwak dh movie tk eh. 2002.
sometimes wonder jwak phl cita tk lekat ngan aku. nk mdh da kaitan ka pa ng xda.
ntah eh. cam bez. haha. gk pun laki cool kdak rangga ng my type la.
tho now aku tauk geram jwak ngan olaki x pnde klaka kdk ya. haha.


3. One Litre of Tears



cita tk, ngga episode ne pun, ng akan nangis. haha. maybe aku la yg congek li.
pi ng sdeh la. spa x nangis ng xda perasaan la. haha. gk pun cita tk kira nya big break for Ryo so
yala, ng special la. hehe.



4. Propose Daisakusen



cita berekot tk. haha. bkn cita hal athlete ka pa la.
just YamaPi ng byk berekot lam cita tk. haha. pi cita tk ng sweet la.
friendship ya. haha. cdak 4 sekawan stay dri high school smpe dh keja pa suma. ng bez.
harap dpt gya jwak la. hehe.


5. Kimi ni Todoke





love all of them - manga, anime, songs, live-action movie!
i think peyra was the one who introduced me to the anime. got hooked and followed along all 2 seasons. haha. bca nya pun manga shortly pas abis SPM rya. tho dh tauk jalan cita (sbab anime nya ng ekot closely the manga), pi still bez jwak. the manga is still on-going tho.





rasa nya ya jak la li. ari pun dh kol 10. henpon pun dh berbunyi. hehe. lak update gk~



p.s. to friends yang pegi PLKN, take care ye. ingat ktkorg gk mbak nama TUNAZ. =)

Saturday, November 5, 2011

"Listen, boy; my first love story..."

Girls' Generation - Gee




it's the eve of Eid al-Adh, the takbir hasn't stopped and i want to tell my first love story.

haha. random.

so. time ya, darjah tiga. yeayea, tauk ku, gk kcik. haha. pi time ya ada la ska ngan sorang biak tk. haha. H bkn nama sebenar. haha. ada jwak krek ngan org-org lain time ya pi aku paling ska H tk la.

reason phl aku start notice nya aneh ckit la. haha. actually. sbab. tulisan rah bku latihan nya kck. haha. obviously bkn tulisan nya dkpn la. haha. and nama nya kck jwak. it's a nice name written in a nice writing. haha. and nya actually anak org kaya jwak. (kcik2 dh materialistik. hoho.) bpk engineer, mak architect. and nya pake songkok, so distinguished la jwak upa. haha. time ya x rami org pake songkok.


first2 ya ng mala klaie jak la. aku time ya class monitor yg sangat bossy and nya biak yg sangat malas nk bertugas. haha. pi ntah gne last2 jadi geng jwak. ngan cdak laki lain. cdak perasan dirik linkin park time ya. H tk joe hahn la tek. haha. start time ya la aku minat linkin park. still layan lagu cdak smpe knek tk.


zaman ya zaman motor dash (cmne ka ngeja bnda ya), zaman beyblade, zaman kad yu-gi-oh pa suma. suma yg si H tk main, aku mk ada jwak. haha. pa jak la. nya ada brik aku duak tiga igek kad yu-gi-oh, ng aku simpan nkah lam beg duit. even kad2 ya suma ng jaik pun. ng treasure abis aku. haha.

si H tk jwak org (biak) laki first i cried for. haha. aku bruk teringat cita tk actually. nya. haha. nya da tulis rah cgek bku tk; nya ska classmate mekorg sorang tk and best friend aku. hafizah ngan fazira. haha. ingat gk aku nama cdak. haha. wkt ya frust jwak la. haha. aigoo. pa jak la aku dlok.

masok darjah 4, dh rapat dh ngan nya. time ya duak2 layan anime rah AXN time maghrib ya. fave mek duak is cita RAVE MASTER. haha. bkn rokok ah. anime ya. haha. aku x tauk la nya pi aku still gila ngan cita ya smpe knek tk. anime nya stop half way pi aku da collection manga nya smpe abis. hoho.

aku gk ingat kotan suka glak ngan cita ya, masa kelas kafa ng jadi masa dating mek duak klaka hal cita ya tek. haha. trok trok. pi ng look forward la ngan kelas petang kafa ya dlok. haha. niat lain abis.

aku pindah time tengah2 darjah 4, tho. pi still pegi skolah ya for kelas kafa once a week. wktu ya kinda fell apart la mek duak. x tauk phl. pi time drjh 6, mek duak start texting. hoho.

rah SKBS time drjh 5 drjh 6 ya, aku salu mdh aku da grk, jual nama si H tk tek. saja jak. made things easier. actually xda mena glak pun. pi yala. bkn ada org tauk pun nk? haha.

so. klimaks. nya ajak aku jadi grk nya time dekat2 nk raya. ka time abis UPSR? mana2 la. ujong taun. mk tauk reaksi aku time ya? hee...

aku x eply text ya.

haha. staun aku x text nya pasya. ntah la. wktu ya rasanya aku dh borink li. dh lmk glak ska ngan nya. sepatutnya aku hepi la dgn confession ya. pi yg anehnya, aku xda rasa apa2 glak pun. haha. ada la freaked out ckit li. sbab ya alu x eply psya ignore trus ya. wasn't ready at that time, and i didn't see the need.

so anyway. a year later, mekorg text blit. but the spark was gone. ng xda trus tinggal. and ntah cmne boleh lost contact gk. last aku dgr cita nya PMR ari ya dpt straight B's. terer abis. respek aku ngan nya. gne ka leh dpt straight B's. haha. tk dgr cita dri adik angkat nya yg kouhai aku rah TUNAZ ya.

haha. yala cita nya tek. aku x ingat la nya skolah cne. SHOAW ka. or SMKA Matang. haha. mun jumpa sa nya gk kenal la. nya wajib la kenal aku - org mdh aku langsong x berubah. haha.

ada gmbr nya somewhere lam hard disk tk. mashi brik dlok. sama tusyen ngan nya time ya. malas nk carik tho. and mcm xpat upload gmbr jwak mlm tk.

aigoo. ng random la post tk. anyway. happy eid al-adh la. =)





Tuesday, October 4, 2011

"I was seven and you were nine; I looked at you like the stars that shined..."

Taylor Swift - Mary's Song (Oh My My My)



i've always loved this song. it's one of few songs i could never relate to myself but love anyway. haha.

blh x aku cita hal lagu tk? haha.

lagu si mary tk tek.

mary pdh. dlok, time nya gk 7 taun and olaki ya 9 taun, nya ngga olaki kdk bintang nk shining rah langit; kdk api yg kck. and bpk nya duak salu guro2, klak nya duak besa lak bergerek. mak cdak senyum jak, goleng2 mata (roll the eyes. gne nk translate? haha.) smbil pdh "oh my my my..."

mary soh mbak nya balit time rah pokok blakang umah dlok. olaki ya salu ugut nk pukol nya sbab olaki ya bsa gk pi x jwak olaki ya mlh gya. and time dunia nya duak just cgek blok perumahan ya jak. mary cabar olaki ya soh kiss nya, pi lari time olaki ya try. time nya duak gk kcik. oh my my my...

well. mary umo 16 taun time olaki ya x ngga nya as biak kcik gk. pi still jwak mary ngga olaki ya kdk bintang yg shining. and bpk2 nya duak yg salu guro2 hal nya duak tek, x jwak actually cayak yg nya duak ng alu actually bergerek. mak cdak senyum jak, goleng2 mata smbil pdh, "oh my my my...."

mary soh mbak nya balit time rah creek beds cdak pegi dlok. kol 2 pagi lam truck olaki ya, and mary sa mun da olaki ya jak dh ckup dh. and mary mk mbak nya balit ke masa first time klaie. ngempas pintu instead of kissing gudnait. olaki ya nggu rah luar smpe pagi. oh my my my.

lepas bapa2 taun tek. time nya duak tgh dudok2 rah tmpt fave rah bndr ya. olaki ya ngga nya, alu melutut.

mary soh mbak nya balit ke masa nya duak kawen. cgek bandar ya dtg and mak nya duak nangis. olaki ya mdh "i do" and mary pdh jwak. psya mary soh mbak nya balit ke umah tmpt nya duak temu first2 dlok. nya duak lepak ngan anak cdak rah halaman umah ya jwak. nya duak; after suma2 ya.

lak mun mary dh umo 87 taun and olaki ya 89 taun, nya still jwak akan ngga olaki ya kdk bintang yg shining rah langit. oh my my my...



oh my my. aku dh gila. haha. sori sori sori. *tandak suju*

damn. palak ku ng x btol la. pee aim ace la tk li. ya jwak da org x eply2 text. smpe jwak kpak lpas nyapu kelas tek. tch.

anne's gone crazy.




Sunday, September 25, 2011

"I want you in my life..."

C.N. Blue - Love Revolution




aigoo. ujan gk. ptg tdk ujan jwak. psya berenti. tk ujan agk. haha. xpa. ujan rahmat nk? and mbak sejok jwak. pi yala, time sejok2 cmtk la manusia lam umah tk ska nk bkak aircond. haha. x phm na. way of thinking ng bkn inherited trait la kali.

aneh na apdet blog tgh2 exam week tk. haha. pi yala. x sbr nk nggu abis. mcm x bez jak trial tk. haha. suma subjek cam x konfiden. aii....bingong2. hmm. salah dkpn jwak. usaha < expectation.

so rasanya by the time result keluar klak maybe aku akan depressed so better apdet blog awal. haha.

hmm. pa nk cita oh. share gmbr jak la. haha. jap ah.


[nino2.0]

hee. tk keja mlm tdk. aok, yala tek. tauk x pnde chem, blaja la oh. gk ada cgek paper gk. haha. pi. hee. spent the night mlh bnda tk. dari kol lapan empat limak smpe sebelas something. DIY kit yg aku bli rah satok earlier the day. (nemu jejaka idaman malaya! haha. nickname credits to amin. ) i love DIY kits. even tho dengan jujurnya aku x la pnde ne jahit menjahit tk. pi better gk dri cooking la. haha.


[kedot]

disclaimer : ini bukan kucing saya.

pusak amin. one of 85537. haha. da feet fetish. haha. ska main rah kaki org. ptg tdk ngaco org main badminton. and tersangkut rah net. haha. apparently boleh tembus dinding? hoho. that's kedot yang bujat.


[siti]

this was me fifteen years ago. haha. i want that fairness back!



haha. ya jak la. lak mun ada kesempatan apdet gk. gudlak suma fomfaif! :D








Monday, August 15, 2011

"I was enchanted to meet you..."

Taylor Swift - Enchanted



lagu tk boleh dikatakan most played song lam handphone aku recently. haha. ntah la. bez. actually eh. aku mati-mati (well, x la smpe mati nk?) ingat tk OST cita Enchanted. nk Disney ya eh. bkn dhal. haha. nama sama pa. haha. pi lagu tk ng bez. haha.

and recently, aku enchanted jwak. ngan. . .


these lovelies. hee.

haha. arrived last Sat. aku expect nya dtg ari Jumaat ya. sangat looking forward eh, ari ya. time tgh molah Maths ya soh ku sa nk nangis ya, all I though about was, "xpa. xpa. abis tk, plg umah, CD dtg. plh jak cya." haha. ng penguat semangat la. ptg ya eh, sanggup x tdo petang nk nggu van oren-puteh ya. haha. pi x smpe2 jwak. nasib the next day smpe. hehe.

these are all three editions of Kis-My-Ft2's debut single, Everybody Go.

actually aku start ngumpol duit pake cdak pun debut single since 2009. duit2 yg dapat sempena PMR ya ckit jak aku belanja. duit oleh tutor pun aku simpan jwak. ng for time cdak tk debut klak. ahernya, dipake jwak duit ya taun tk tek. haha.

ya suma first press la. rasa nya aku antara those yg paling awal pre order li. haha. so, ada poster free ya. one for each. dh la besar abis. suma sama gk ya. x ku tauk pa nk plh ngan bnda ya. haha. will put up one later la. tunggu lok. x tauk cne nk nkah. sumpah besar. mun ayah ngga mesti bisin. haha. poster NEWS pun lom put up gk. aiya....

anyway. brief introduction. Kis-My-Ft2. Kisumai. 7 members. Kitayama Senga Miyata Yokoo Fujigaya Tamamori Nikaido. my favourite one is Tamamori. formed in 2005, debuted on August 10, 2011. the debut single is theme song for drama Ikemen Desu Ne, remake of Korea's You're Beautiful, in which Tamamori and Fujigaya star in.

and and. sapa2 yang ada nangga status with nombor besar2 rah FB ya...hehe. cdak tk pun sales figure, actually. updated daily. haha. jap ah. ngira lok. latest figure. hmm. dh 311 053 copied sold eh. haha. ng 3 ujong ya thanks to me la nk? XD

haha. mcm org free mena nulis pnjg2 about nothing tk. sak jak da 3 papers gk. 2 BAT, cgek PQS. haha. x sbr eh. penat da jak. 3 minggu exam. SPM ng equivalent to NEWT la oh. Nastily Exhausting Wizarding Test. haha.

well. okay lah. nk nyambong ngga the suite life of zack and cody lok. torrent yg tgh dload pi org x sba nk ngga, even video mala tersekat-sekat jak. haha. phl twins cute glak oh? haha. tdk aku mdh amin, jeles da ngan eqkha; nya da gene twins, da chance nk ada identical twins. time ya pnde mejin ndah aku da duak org firman versi mini. haha. mesti kiut. pi komfom bujat jwak la. haha. =p



Thursday, July 28, 2011

"The truth is, I've realized that I've loved you this much..."

Still/As Ever - A.N. JELL



hey~

marek ari sukan last as a high school student. as much as aku x bersukan (at all), sdeh jwak la. even aku since form 1 dah nantik bila gk nk abis KK as in abis mena-mena abis. haha. but then, yesterday is the last of the last. saigo no saigo.

tapi sayang la. sbab BIRU pat no 3 jak. i mean, that's the worst in these 5 years i've been there. and, aku xda rah dewan pun marek, xda menyumbang sora for cheering like last 4 years - sbab nk neman dayang yg olatdah-pande-sakit-ndah-dekat-dekat-nk-trial.hopefully nk, mun aku sakit ka apa lak, nya sanggup la neman instead of ngga awang ambik hadiah. haha.

pa gk oh. trial dh dekat. gila dekat. next week jak ya. tch. and i'm still like this. sdehsdeh =(

xdala. haha. ntah la. rasa sangat blessed, this recent. sangat-sangat bersyukur to HIM. harapnya NYA xkan tarit balit la this blessing. harapnya this blessing would make me a better person jwak.

Ramadhan x lmk gk jwak. next monday dh. inshaALLAH. nk try khatam Al-Quran. sile doakan saye ye? haha.

talking like that reminds me of mizul. yang was there time aku ambik ujian lisan. yang aku, somehow, dapat 46/50. yang diambik dgn sangat nervous sbab preparation x brapa glak. yang disebabkan oleh bingong org lmbt turun padang (dataran) main kabbadi. yang ditambah gk duguen duguen bila dh turn aku mizul pnde masok balit lam bilit ya and klaka sebelah ustaz, right in front of me.

maybe that little F.B.I. of mine yg brik ckit skill bahasa Arab nya yang ntah apa2 tinggi ya to me nk? haha. nasib jwak time aku start ujian ya nya chow pegi klaka ngan ustazah at the end of the room. tactful jwak. plus one point. haha.

shh. keep that down from amin la. haha.

anyway, ari tk yg sepatutnya cuti telah dicemarkan oleh programa kecemerlangan chemistry (!). sangat menyedihkan. so...gotta go, nk menenangkan dirik over the fact. shin woo/jung yonghwa - here i come~