YUI -Namaidairo
bruk balit camping. got hella loads to write. but they have to wait, i suppose.
camping ya since sabtu smpey marek, isnin. since last week palak dh excited nk cuti, nk camping smpey bnda2 lain nk xda glak nk dipike.
smpey x tauk pun yg rah mesir tgh kecoh, da riot - coup d'état. smpey x tauk students malaysia rah cnun byk lom balit, sdgkn negara lain dh angkut balit rkyt cdak. smpey x smpat nk bingong pun ngan nasib mr doc rah cnun.
i can be pretty damn ignorant sometimes.
just bila syuk anta message marek, mdh cdak okay pa suma, bruk teringat. bruk sdar. bruk start nk bingong. and now, tgh bercarik latest news.
oh well.
i was thinking of telling him about the camp the next time we chat, but now i think i would have him telling me all about the riot first. i will be sure of doing that so he must come home, safely, soon.
he.must.
p.s.
coup d'état - one of my favourite word actually. one of the words i'm proud to have in my vocab. too bad it has to be used in this kind of post.
Monday, January 31, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
"...(When I got) an advice from an adult I can't respect, "I don't want to grow up to be like you," that's what I thought..."
YUI - How Crazy
adult. sa nya aku akn define adult as org yg 20 and above. sbab 20 is the coming-of-age rah jepun nun. if it's the case, my doc will be an adult this April.
if he is one, then he's definitely not one of those rah lam post title ya.
hal advice-advice tk... is actually not my forte. aku x pnde nasihat org, mujok apatah gk. i am no good in word. malam tdk tegal nk nyampei cgek bnda, 30+ minit ku klaka. pusin pusin, ato ayat (ya jwak org ya x pndey dgr mena2), ku sa mun ku nulis surat ka emel ka dh pnjg berjela-jela (?!) dh li. mun klaka, fail.
sbab ya ku respect abis org kdk Man yg bila disoh molah speech impromptu, words ya flow kdk aek jak.
tapi gney2, nasihat ya penting la. amar ma'ruf nahi munkar ya WAJIB atas suma kta as muslim bh. kta nasihat org bkn kta rasa kta better gk; kta nasihat sbab kta harap, mun kta molah salah, org akan nasihat kta jwak. at least it's like that for me.
kdg2, bila kta nasihat org, x semestinya org akan ekot trus. jarang da org gya. sbab ya usaha nasihat-menasihati tk perlu istiqamah. and perhaps salah kta jwak. maybe kta salu molah dosa2 kecik yg molah nasihat kta x pat diterimak. oh well. i can't put this into the right words.
an extract of a message from my doc;
see. he said them so well. ng dh vocab nya li. ndak la cam bez jak dgr. haha.
talking about him and his advice, marek chat ngan nya. 'cause yesterday there are so many things going in my head, and talking to him always helps. kebetulan nya online. and free sbab bruk pas abis exam and tgh winter break (jeles! ><). so klaka la hal cuti nya tek. hal cairo. and nya bkak cita hal SPM. =____= ku pdh, boh remind. nya ska remind bnda yg ku malas nk ingat. (kdak ari before ambik result PMR dlok. haha. ) nya molah mka (-.-), "don't lose your focus", pdh nya. masalah nya aku xda pun focus, gney nk ilang? haha. ya dipdh ku ngan nya; "you can't lose something you don't have, bg haziq."
side note. dgn status nya as someone yg paling lmk aku pernah da crush on, one might expect ku x brani glak nk klaka open ngan nya. surprise, he's one of those i can speak my mind to. our history began with my 'rudeness', anyway. mun nya maseh ingat. haha.
so, marek mcm2 la nya pdh. hal pressure. hal tuisyen. hal blaja. his advices are something i would drop everything else to follow, anyway. it has been like that for years and it does me good.
x smpat chat lmk, tho coz marek nk pegi ambik mak rah airport. xpa la, lak chat gk. org ya gk cuti bh. haha.
therefore, dgn ini, Anne (or rather Shafina) is so going to push all the other things out of my plate to make way for the three-letter.
adult. sa nya aku akn define adult as org yg 20 and above. sbab 20 is the coming-of-age rah jepun nun. if it's the case, my doc will be an adult this April.
if he is one, then he's definitely not one of those rah lam post title ya.
hal advice-advice tk... is actually not my forte. aku x pnde nasihat org, mujok apatah gk. i am no good in word. malam tdk tegal nk nyampei cgek bnda, 30+ minit ku klaka. pusin pusin, ato ayat (ya jwak org ya x pndey dgr mena2), ku sa mun ku nulis surat ka emel ka dh pnjg berjela-jela (?!) dh li. mun klaka, fail.
sbab ya ku respect abis org kdk Man yg bila disoh molah speech impromptu, words ya flow kdk aek jak.
tapi gney2, nasihat ya penting la. amar ma'ruf nahi munkar ya WAJIB atas suma kta as muslim bh. kta nasihat org bkn kta rasa kta better gk; kta nasihat sbab kta harap, mun kta molah salah, org akan nasihat kta jwak. at least it's like that for me.
kdg2, bila kta nasihat org, x semestinya org akan ekot trus. jarang da org gya. sbab ya usaha nasihat-menasihati tk perlu istiqamah. and perhaps salah kta jwak. maybe kta salu molah dosa2 kecik yg molah nasihat kta x pat diterimak. oh well. i can't put this into the right words.
an extract of a message from my doc;
...Banyakkan doa utk cdak n kita smua. sntiasa muhasabah diri. Kadang2 dai'e tok boleh lupak juak yg nya ada buat kesalahan yg lebih kurang. sebab ya kadang2 kata2 kita susah nak dtrimak oleh orang yg mnerima nasihat ya. Tok teguran utk kmk juak.
Yang membolak-balikkan hati manusia tok Allah,bukan kita. jadi, kenak bersabar dlm berda'wah. usaha dan doa serta tawakkal. jgn putus asa. ...
see. he said them so well. ng dh vocab nya li. ndak la cam bez jak dgr. haha.
talking about him and his advice, marek chat ngan nya. 'cause yesterday there are so many things going in my head, and talking to him always helps. kebetulan nya online. and free sbab bruk pas abis exam and tgh winter break (jeles! ><). so klaka la hal cuti nya tek. hal cairo. and nya bkak cita hal SPM. =____= ku pdh, boh remind. nya ska remind bnda yg ku malas nk ingat. (kdak ari before ambik result PMR dlok. haha. ) nya molah mka (-.-), "don't lose your focus", pdh nya. masalah nya aku xda pun focus, gney nk ilang? haha. ya dipdh ku ngan nya; "you can't lose something you don't have, bg haziq."
side note. dgn status nya as someone yg paling lmk aku pernah da crush on, one might expect ku x brani glak nk klaka open ngan nya. surprise, he's one of those i can speak my mind to. our history began with my 'rudeness', anyway. mun nya maseh ingat. haha.
so, marek mcm2 la nya pdh. hal pressure. hal tuisyen. hal blaja. his advices are something i would drop everything else to follow, anyway. it has been like that for years and it does me good.
x smpat chat lmk, tho coz marek nk pegi ambik mak rah airport. xpa la, lak chat gk. org ya gk cuti bh. haha.
therefore, dgn ini, Anne (or rather Shafina) is so going to push all the other things out of my plate to make way for the three-letter.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
"Coz if you don't need me, then I don't need you..."
Keane - Leaving So Soon
title post tk agak xda kaitan jugak la dgn bnda ya aku nk crita. just saying. haha. persaudaraan islam; that's what i'm going to talk about.
this thing popped out time PQS. under bab 2. group mekorg {me, lun, dye, ning, farah, dzatil, mizah} dpt tajuk tk. so yala. mun da chance nk brik tazkirah ckit2 ya, why not ambik nk? maybe cara mekorg (mostly me and my Q) x brapa nk knk la, perhaps nya kcik ati ngan mekorg, i wouldn't blame her if she did. p yala. both me and lun, we never talked about it but i'm sure we are of one mind; we're sick of it. udah2 la gk. umo dh masing2 nk masok 17, boh la perange kdk 7.
p yala, the older we get, makin tinggi ego. nk ya ng mena la.
it's not like ku get along ngan suma org, x prnh klaie ngan org, x prnh x bertego. even my lun, there were time i upset her (back in form 2, sa nya) and we didn't talk for, what, 2 days? but in this case of my friends, it has been for months. and guess la reason nya pa.
a boy.
a f-ing boy, i would say mun that boy bkn kawan ku dkpn.
to me, friendship = persaudaraan. "muslims are brothers", me doc once said. then gney ka persaudaraan antara sesama islam ya putus camya jak just sebab seorang laki? x bertego, x ber-apa gk just sbab ya? ney x ridiculous gk ya?
of course la, bnda tk bukan jadi ngan aku dkpn so view pun lain la. but then, outsider's view is the one should be taken; sbab gney2 pun, kta akn mdh dkpun betol jwak bh.
so to both kawan yg ku syg probably more than ku syg ngan sayang ku dkpn, udah2 la gk. x lmk gk abis skolah. bkn pat jumpa. "jaga hubungan ngan ALLAH, jaga hubungan ngan manusia jwak", me doc once said, time ku nk exam dlok. so jaga la hubungan sama dirik dh nk dkat SPM tk. make an effort to apologize, even bkn salah ktkorg pun. and mun dh one party molah effort nk berbait, berbait jak la. it takes two to tango; mun usaha sebelah pihak jak xpat nk improve apa2 bh lam case tk. x rugi pun bebait balit. duak2 senang ati, kwn2 sekeliling pun senang ati. kadang2 ego ya boh diekot glak. makan dirik jak.
and sometimes things make more sense if we sit back and think what actually has the other party done so wrong to us.
"you know what's the difference between adults and children? adults apologize even when they're not at faults, children won't apologize even if it is their faults." - this is not my doc's; found it somewhere but for some reason bnda tk lekat dlm palak.
because it's nothing but true.
another crita. time lam saf rah dewan ari jumaat ya. da la sorang kawan yg rapat time form 1 tk notice mekorg yg rah saf dpan. she said, "wah, kawan lamak eh!" for a moment, i was taken aback. mena, mekorg lamak x hang out. start form 2, klas dh lain2. org yg dgn hang out pun lain2. p yala, i didn't realize. dh jadi kawan lamak duhal mekorg tk. she then proceeded to salam mekorg suma, joking around. pi nya salam until lun, sbab sebelah lun was dye. "nya bkn geng aku," she said jokingly. again, i was taken aback. apa la beza pun geng x geng. sama batch jwak pun. i was speechless.
sa nk nangis.
i wasn't that good a muslim. da saudara sama islam yg ku x get along, yg ku even despise. so tgh try la tk. jaga hubungan ngan manusia. try x mk anok org, try x judge org, try x mk terumpat ka pa. InsyaALLAH.
because i'm his opposite, anyway. i'm me doc's opposite through and through. i just hope i will get to somewhere i've always dreamed of, like he does now. that will be good enough.
title post tk agak xda kaitan jugak la dgn bnda ya aku nk crita. just saying. haha. persaudaraan islam; that's what i'm going to talk about.
this thing popped out time PQS. under bab 2. group mekorg {me, lun, dye, ning, farah, dzatil, mizah} dpt tajuk tk. so yala. mun da chance nk brik tazkirah ckit2 ya, why not ambik nk? maybe cara mekorg (mostly me and my Q) x brapa nk knk la, perhaps nya kcik ati ngan mekorg, i wouldn't blame her if she did. p yala. both me and lun, we never talked about it but i'm sure we are of one mind; we're sick of it. udah2 la gk. umo dh masing2 nk masok 17, boh la perange kdk 7.
p yala, the older we get, makin tinggi ego. nk ya ng mena la.
it's not like ku get along ngan suma org, x prnh klaie ngan org, x prnh x bertego. even my lun, there were time i upset her (back in form 2, sa nya) and we didn't talk for, what, 2 days? but in this case of my friends, it has been for months. and guess la reason nya pa.
a boy.
a f-ing boy, i would say mun that boy bkn kawan ku dkpn.
to me, friendship = persaudaraan. "muslims are brothers", me doc once said. then gney ka persaudaraan antara sesama islam ya putus camya jak just sebab seorang laki? x bertego, x ber-apa gk just sbab ya? ney x ridiculous gk ya?
of course la, bnda tk bukan jadi ngan aku dkpn so view pun lain la. but then, outsider's view is the one should be taken; sbab gney2 pun, kta akn mdh dkpun betol jwak bh.
so to both kawan yg ku syg probably more than ku syg ngan sayang ku dkpn, udah2 la gk. x lmk gk abis skolah. bkn pat jumpa. "jaga hubungan ngan ALLAH, jaga hubungan ngan manusia jwak", me doc once said, time ku nk exam dlok. so jaga la hubungan sama dirik dh nk dkat SPM tk. make an effort to apologize, even bkn salah ktkorg pun. and mun dh one party molah effort nk berbait, berbait jak la. it takes two to tango; mun usaha sebelah pihak jak xpat nk improve apa2 bh lam case tk. x rugi pun bebait balit. duak2 senang ati, kwn2 sekeliling pun senang ati. kadang2 ego ya boh diekot glak. makan dirik jak.
and sometimes things make more sense if we sit back and think what actually has the other party done so wrong to us.
"you know what's the difference between adults and children? adults apologize even when they're not at faults, children won't apologize even if it is their faults." - this is not my doc's; found it somewhere but for some reason bnda tk lekat dlm palak.
because it's nothing but true.
another crita. time lam saf rah dewan ari jumaat ya. da la sorang kawan yg rapat time form 1 tk notice mekorg yg rah saf dpan. she said, "wah, kawan lamak eh!" for a moment, i was taken aback. mena, mekorg lamak x hang out. start form 2, klas dh lain2. org yg dgn hang out pun lain2. p yala, i didn't realize. dh jadi kawan lamak duhal mekorg tk. she then proceeded to salam mekorg suma, joking around. pi nya salam until lun, sbab sebelah lun was dye. "nya bkn geng aku," she said jokingly. again, i was taken aback. apa la beza pun geng x geng. sama batch jwak pun. i was speechless.
sa nk nangis.
i wasn't that good a muslim. da saudara sama islam yg ku x get along, yg ku even despise. so tgh try la tk. jaga hubungan ngan manusia. try x mk anok org, try x judge org, try x mk terumpat ka pa. InsyaALLAH.
because i'm his opposite, anyway. i'm me doc's opposite through and through. i just hope i will get to somewhere i've always dreamed of, like he does now. that will be good enough.
Monday, January 17, 2011
"...i want to fly freely in the sky ("here, takecopter!")..."
Doraemon theme song
soalan! pa bnda ya bulat, kaler biru, takut ngan tikus and suma org knal?
yea, doraemon~ ku sure suma org knal nya tk. mun da yg x knal ya ng nya dri planet lain la. mena ku mdh tk.
sa nya...if I can make it to the next century, ku pat jumpa doraemon x ah? nya dtg dri abad ke-22 bh.
to be truth, doraemon tk all-time fave manga; most probably bkn for ku sorang, p org lain yg sezaman jwak. mun dihayati mena2, kisah2 nya nolong nobita ya actually pat ngajar kta byk bnda.
one of the lesson; malaikat ney pun dtg nolong, mun dh dkpun malas tahap dewa, ng xpat nk jadi pa2 jwak.
nobita; stiap kali nya da prob, nya ngadu ngan doraemon. psya doraemon nolong nya. still, psya problem ya remained unsolved, mun x makin trok. ku sure eh, mun ku dpt doraemon, ku dpt utilize nya lots better then nobita.
da org x stuju la part tk.
mlm tdk, ku mdh ngan org tk, mun ku dpt doraemon nk bez. nya mati2 mdh jgn. takut nya ku da doraemon; mcm2 dimntk ku lak. (contoh : ari2 ulang alit jepon-kuching nk nangga ryo pake dokodemo doa; pintu suka hati) well. mun dh da doraemon, pa guna nya mun x mntk tlg nk? ku sa ku xkan mntk byk la. mun nya brik aku pintu suka hati ngan cermin k double things ya jadi la. pintu suka hati ya pake ku gi cney2 ku maok. doubling-things mirror ya pake ku double kan duit. doraemon mdh ngan nobita mirror ya xpat k doulble kan duit coz image nya jadi laterally inverted. pi ku rasa mun double kan duit yg laterally inverted ya balit, dpt duit normal nk? nk? nk? =D (kn ku dh pdh ku pnde gk dri nobita. xDD)
ah, kain all-you-can-eat ya bez jwak. and bnda yg ktk masok bnda x guna psya dpt duit ya. kosong lu wardrobe nk pnoh ngan bju2 lmk mak ku ya. duit masok gk ya. wah. bahagia na.
tdk mizi mentioned about time machine. nya mdh nya x cyk. i said, "why not?" doraemon dtg ngan time machine pa.
phl out of byk bnda rah dunia tk, ku crita hal doraemon oh? ntah la. da terasa nk balit ke zaman kanak-kanak riang li. tdah ngan biak kinek tk nangga ben ten la, pocoyo la. ku sa doraemon is still better. entertaining, futuristic, brik pengajaran jwak.
ku ngantok tk. tdk perey nangga japan lawan saudi arabia. gk tgh main ya actually. p ku malas nk nangga. kawashima knk kad merah last game, x main nya game tk. honda pun x main tek. pi minit ke 20 tek dh 3 gol dh oleh blue samurai. what to say? haha.
to end the post, bnda kiut yg bkn mr fbi .....
soalan! pa bnda ya bulat, kaler biru, takut ngan tikus and suma org knal?
yea, doraemon~ ku sure suma org knal nya tk. mun da yg x knal ya ng nya dri planet lain la. mena ku mdh tk.
sa nya...if I can make it to the next century, ku pat jumpa doraemon x ah? nya dtg dri abad ke-22 bh.
to be truth, doraemon tk all-time fave manga; most probably bkn for ku sorang, p org lain yg sezaman jwak. mun dihayati mena2, kisah2 nya nolong nobita ya actually pat ngajar kta byk bnda.
one of the lesson; malaikat ney pun dtg nolong, mun dh dkpun malas tahap dewa, ng xpat nk jadi pa2 jwak.
nobita; stiap kali nya da prob, nya ngadu ngan doraemon. psya doraemon nolong nya. still, psya problem ya remained unsolved, mun x makin trok. ku sure eh, mun ku dpt doraemon, ku dpt utilize nya lots better then nobita.
da org x stuju la part tk.
mlm tdk, ku mdh ngan org tk, mun ku dpt doraemon nk bez. nya mati2 mdh jgn. takut nya ku da doraemon; mcm2 dimntk ku lak. (contoh : ari2 ulang alit jepon-kuching nk nangga ryo pake dokodemo doa; pintu suka hati) well. mun dh da doraemon, pa guna nya mun x mntk tlg nk? ku sa ku xkan mntk byk la. mun nya brik aku pintu suka hati ngan cermin k double things ya jadi la. pintu suka hati ya pake ku gi cney2 ku maok. doubling-things mirror ya pake ku double kan duit. doraemon mdh ngan nobita mirror ya xpat k doulble kan duit coz image nya jadi laterally inverted. pi ku rasa mun double kan duit yg laterally inverted ya balit, dpt duit normal nk? nk? nk? =D (kn ku dh pdh ku pnde gk dri nobita. xDD)
ah, kain all-you-can-eat ya bez jwak. and bnda yg ktk masok bnda x guna psya dpt duit ya. kosong lu wardrobe nk pnoh ngan bju2 lmk mak ku ya. duit masok gk ya. wah. bahagia na.
tdk mizi mentioned about time machine. nya mdh nya x cyk. i said, "why not?" doraemon dtg ngan time machine pa.
phl out of byk bnda rah dunia tk, ku crita hal doraemon oh? ntah la. da terasa nk balit ke zaman kanak-kanak riang li. tdah ngan biak kinek tk nangga ben ten la, pocoyo la. ku sa doraemon is still better. entertaining, futuristic, brik pengajaran jwak.
ku ngantok tk. tdk perey nangga japan lawan saudi arabia. gk tgh main ya actually. p ku malas nk nangga. kawashima knk kad merah last game, x main nya game tk. honda pun x main tek. pi minit ke 20 tek dh 3 gol dh oleh blue samurai. what to say? haha.
to end the post, bnda kiut yg bkn mr fbi .....
doraemons!
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kiut abis. syg, ktk brik mek tk time birthday lak leh x? ckok pun jadi la. =P
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kiut abis. syg, ktk brik mek tk time birthday lak leh x? ckok pun jadi la. =P
Monday, January 10, 2011
"Yeah, who I am."
Nick Jonas and The Administration - Who I Am
main personality test last night....the result is...*drum roll here*
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(errr...my own view tk nk? honest ya maybe la, p intelligent? sweet? i wish. i don't have that much self-confidence, thank you. friendly to everybody....kinda. everybody as in org yg i can stand la. and yep, x ska conflict. nk part naturally attracted ya no comment. knk tyk org around me la li. haha.)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(haha. mena mena. serious, smart, determined. org yg dkat2 nk perfect ya. haha. bonus point, nya hensem jwak. haha. kidding. ya type of future husband ya. mun boy friends as in kawan yg lelaki ya - ng mena la ku x nangga rupa. mun x, gney ka the likes of amin ya leh masok jadi kawan nk? hahahaha. kidding2. sumpah.haha.)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
(ahaha. tiada yang benar melainkan yang benar belaka.)
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
(hahaha. terlebih straightforward li dlok oh? org ctk nunggah ya 'antap gila nk mati'. hahaha. plenty of dates? byk buah kurma ka pa? kurma gk ku x mkn! haha.)
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(of course la. learning is a life-long process bh.)
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(yep yep. steady income yg penting. x mk jadi kdk rebecca bloomwood oi! hahaha.)
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(well. ntah cmney p ku grow up jadi somewhat a perfectionist. nasib la. haha. aok aok, i'll be courageous.)
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
(hahaha. mena eh? x sure jwak. ng seram la facing things yg we have no control on pi bkan suma bnda ALLAH yg control ka? pa yg kta pa t control pun? haha.)
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(mature? ya aziem ya. haha. reasonable, honest....yea, kinda too much. haha. give good advice ka? leh ganti oprah la tk? hahaha. nk last part ya quite true la. mun dh masok bab heart2 tk ku ng fail. sbab ya ku x ska bio! =____=)
so....kira okay la test tok. da part yg ng knk. bez2. main gk lok. *homework lom cyap* hahaha.
btw.
who i am?
main personality test last night....the result is...*drum roll here*
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(errr...my own view tk nk? honest ya maybe la, p intelligent? sweet? i wish. i don't have that much self-confidence, thank you. friendly to everybody....kinda. everybody as in org yg i can stand la. and yep, x ska conflict. nk part naturally attracted ya no comment. knk tyk org around me la li. haha.)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(haha. mena mena. serious, smart, determined. org yg dkat2 nk perfect ya. haha. bonus point, nya hensem jwak. haha. kidding. ya type of future husband ya. mun boy friends as in kawan yg lelaki ya - ng mena la ku x nangga rupa. mun x, gney ka the likes of amin ya leh masok jadi kawan nk? hahahaha. kidding2. sumpah.haha.)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
(ahaha. tiada yang benar melainkan yang benar belaka.)
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
(hahaha. terlebih straightforward li dlok oh? org ctk nunggah ya 'antap gila nk mati'. hahaha. plenty of dates? byk buah kurma ka pa? kurma gk ku x mkn! haha.)
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(of course la. learning is a life-long process bh.)
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(yep yep. steady income yg penting. x mk jadi kdk rebecca bloomwood oi! hahaha.)
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(well. ntah cmney p ku grow up jadi somewhat a perfectionist. nasib la. haha. aok aok, i'll be courageous.)
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
(hahaha. mena eh? x sure jwak. ng seram la facing things yg we have no control on pi bkan suma bnda ALLAH yg control ka? pa yg kta pa t control pun? haha.)
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(mature? ya aziem ya. haha. reasonable, honest....yea, kinda too much. haha. give good advice ka? leh ganti oprah la tk? hahaha. nk last part ya quite true la. mun dh masok bab heart2 tk ku ng fail. sbab ya ku x ska bio! =____=)
so....kira okay la test tok. da part yg ng knk. bez2. main gk lok. *homework lom cyap* hahaha.
btw.
who i am?
Sunday, January 9, 2011
"Save us all, tell me life is beautiful..."
Keane - Crystal Ball
this is the first weekend of the year.
mlm tdk ku lyn lagu keane jak. before tk ku just tauk 'somewhere only we know' someone introduced ngan ku. lagu ya nice, lirik sangat-sangat...kck? maybe that's not the best word la p ku ng ska lagu ya. then ku try dgr lagu-lagu lain cdak jwak. so mun da org mntk recommend lagu keane, sa nya ku akan recommend lagu ya la, and lagu 'crystal ball' atas ya, and 'everybody'schanging'.
okay, get to life now.
it has been a hectic week. even tho aku bkn one of those MPPs yg busy tahap lebah, stress built up from monday till friday ya ckup utk break me down on friday. mun x cyk, tyk farah. ku kol nya mlm ya, bila ku rasa dh ok ckit. nasib bait mata x kmbg la esok hari ya. da org dgr ku nangis alu soh tdo awl, takut mata ku kmbg. ng nya x mk ku nangis segal ya jak la li. =____=
pa yg stress glak oh? nk mdh study, x la jwak. coz gk lam mood 'take it easy, baby' bh, minggu tk. maybe da la private stuffs li. bak kata querida ku ya, ku bkn tauk mun ku tensen. perlu org mdh, bruk tauk. p ari Jumaat ya ng ku pat admit la; it's like a dam breaking.
ari Jumaat ya... the trigger is Man. xda, bkn aku blame nya ka pa, no. p yala, masok2 kereta, adik ku mdh "kawan ktk pengsan tdk". ku trus tauk ya Man coz ari Khamis nya pengsan jwak. ku dh ckup terkejut la the night before when I know from Dzatil yg nya pengsan; mun dh duak ari berturut-turut ya, ney x freaked out.
time dlm moto ya gk ok la. psya time mkn put nasik still abis. then emme called me mom, coz hp ku off, low bat - nya soh kol. ku kol la. klaka hal Man pa suma. pas abis kol, ku g mndk. time ya la. i think da a bunch of devils dtg dri cney ntah, soh ku imagine mcm2. mun imagine bnda bgus x jwak hal. for the first time, I hate my gift of imaginations; bnda ya cam mena2 jadi, cam ng mena dpn mata. abis shower ya ku dh plan mun me mom tyk phl mata merah ku akn pdh knk syampu.
perhaps that's how much I love him.
me mom was kinda worried tho, about Man. kept asking about him. p ku mls nk mdh pa2 glak. ku sa hal kawan, stay among kawan jak la. org tua, ntah pa la di cita ngan kwn nya lak. gk2 the likes of me mom.
nk ya one of a few la. da gk actually. kdg2 people hurt us without intending to do so, ku cayak ya. sbab ku cmya jwak bh. p yala. ku xpat mdh ku x kisah bila org nego aku. kisah ya ng kisah la. pi it's lots better than bila org lain knk tego coz aku. gk2 bila cara nego ya boleh soh org lain ya kcik ati ka pa. hal tk..ku cita ngan Farah. I should tell this right in person to org yg nego ya; usually that's what I would do. but in this case, ku sa x pyh la li. coz org ya, nya ng jenis nego org bila nya rasa org ya salah, so nya wouldn't care. ku admire nya for that, so I wouldn't say anything.
and forgive, and you will be forgiven, right?
this is the first weekend of the year.
mlm tdk ku lyn lagu keane jak. before tk ku just tauk 'somewhere only we know' someone introduced ngan ku. lagu ya nice, lirik sangat-sangat...kck? maybe that's not the best word la p ku ng ska lagu ya. then ku try dgr lagu-lagu lain cdak jwak. so mun da org mntk recommend lagu keane, sa nya ku akan recommend lagu ya la, and lagu 'crystal ball' atas ya, and 'everybody'schanging'.
okay, get to life now.
it has been a hectic week. even tho aku bkn one of those MPPs yg busy tahap lebah, stress built up from monday till friday ya ckup utk break me down on friday. mun x cyk, tyk farah. ku kol nya mlm ya, bila ku rasa dh ok ckit. nasib bait mata x kmbg la esok hari ya. da org dgr ku nangis alu soh tdo awl, takut mata ku kmbg. ng nya x mk ku nangis segal ya jak la li. =____=
pa yg stress glak oh? nk mdh study, x la jwak. coz gk lam mood 'take it easy, baby' bh, minggu tk. maybe da la private stuffs li. bak kata querida ku ya, ku bkn tauk mun ku tensen. perlu org mdh, bruk tauk. p ari Jumaat ya ng ku pat admit la; it's like a dam breaking.
ari Jumaat ya... the trigger is Man. xda, bkn aku blame nya ka pa, no. p yala, masok2 kereta, adik ku mdh "kawan ktk pengsan tdk". ku trus tauk ya Man coz ari Khamis nya pengsan jwak. ku dh ckup terkejut la the night before when I know from Dzatil yg nya pengsan; mun dh duak ari berturut-turut ya, ney x freaked out.
time dlm moto ya gk ok la. psya time mkn put nasik still abis. then emme called me mom, coz hp ku off, low bat - nya soh kol. ku kol la. klaka hal Man pa suma. pas abis kol, ku g mndk. time ya la. i think da a bunch of devils dtg dri cney ntah, soh ku imagine mcm2. mun imagine bnda bgus x jwak hal. for the first time, I hate my gift of imaginations; bnda ya cam mena2 jadi, cam ng mena dpn mata. abis shower ya ku dh plan mun me mom tyk phl mata merah ku akn pdh knk syampu.
perhaps that's how much I love him.
me mom was kinda worried tho, about Man. kept asking about him. p ku mls nk mdh pa2 glak. ku sa hal kawan, stay among kawan jak la. org tua, ntah pa la di cita ngan kwn nya lak. gk2 the likes of me mom.
nk ya one of a few la. da gk actually. kdg2 people hurt us without intending to do so, ku cayak ya. sbab ku cmya jwak bh. p yala. ku xpat mdh ku x kisah bila org nego aku. kisah ya ng kisah la. pi it's lots better than bila org lain knk tego coz aku. gk2 bila cara nego ya boleh soh org lain ya kcik ati ka pa. hal tk..ku cita ngan Farah. I should tell this right in person to org yg nego ya; usually that's what I would do. but in this case, ku sa x pyh la li. coz org ya, nya ng jenis nego org bila nya rasa org ya salah, so nya wouldn't care. ku admire nya for that, so I wouldn't say anything.
and forgive, and you will be forgiven, right?
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