"The truth is, I've realized that I've loved you this much..."

Still/As Ever - A.N. JELL

hey~

marek ari sukan last as a high school student. as much as aku x bersukan (at all), sdeh jwak la. even aku since form 1 dah nantik bila gk nk abis KK as in abis mena-mena abis. haha. but then, yesterday is the last of the last. saigo no saigo.

tapi sayang la. sbab BIRU pat no 3 jak. i mean, that's the worst in these 5 years i've been there. and, aku xda rah dewan pun marek, xda menyumbang sora for cheering like last 4 years - sbab nk neman dayang yg olatdah-pande-sakit-ndah-dekat-dekat-nk-trial.hopefully nk, mun aku sakit ka apa lak, nya sanggup la neman instead of ngga awang ambik hadiah. haha.

pa gk oh. trial dh dekat. gila dekat. next week jak ya. tch. and i'm still like this. sdehsdeh =(

xdala. haha. ntah la. rasa sangat blessed, this recent. sangat-sangat bersyukur to HIM. harapnya NYA xkan tarit balit la this blessing. harapnya this blessing would make me a better person jwak.

Ramadhan x lmk gk jwak. next monday dh. inshaALLAH. nk try khatam Al-Quran. sile doakan saye ye? haha.

talking like that reminds me of mizul. yang was there time aku ambik ujian lisan. yang aku, somehow, dapat 46/50. yang diambik dgn sangat nervous sbab preparation x brapa glak. yang disebabkan oleh bingong org lmbt turun padang (dataran) main kabbadi. yang ditambah gk duguen duguen bila dh turn aku mizul pnde masok balit lam bilit ya and klaka sebelah ustaz, right in front of me.

maybe that little F.B.I. of mine yg brik ckit skill bahasa Arab nya yang ntah apa2 tinggi ya to me nk? haha. nasib jwak time aku start ujian ya nya chow pegi klaka ngan ustazah at the end of the room. tactful jwak. plus one point. haha.

shh. keep that down from amin la. haha.

anyway, ari tk yg sepatutnya cuti telah dicemarkan oleh programa kecemerlangan chemistry (!). sangat menyedihkan. so...gotta go, nk menenangkan dirik over the fact. shin woo/jung yonghwa - here i come~